Romance is such a stupid thing.. like clothes or a color that always will look good on someone else. Except it looks good on everyone else. Knowing I will never have my high school love experience is a little sad. But it's nothing to cry about right? some people are just unlucky with things and im one of those people well deserved but yk what can you do about it? Stay in bed all day? isolate yours... » Continue Reading
t Things are getting worse. I know nobody will read this which is why I keep blogging.. knowing maybe someone could read it but most likely no one will.. so I can say whatever on my mind. My mind is blank but not really. I hate everything right now.. I'm not happy.. and I haven't been for a very long time. I don't know if I can take it anymore I'm clearly struggling and everyo » Continue Reading
Alone Most people prefer to be alone I haven't had in person friends since last year. All the people online don't really care about you and are toxic, just want to take advantage of you, think they can treat you however they » Continue Reading
Derealization I look down at my hands as they start to fade I feel no pain from the cut of a blade control your breath so you don't freak the though » Continue Reading