Acceptance

Romance is such a stupid thing.. like clothes or a color that always will look good on someone else. Except it looks good on everyone else. Knowing I will never have my high school love experience is a little sad. But it's nothing to cry about right? some people are just unlucky with things and im one of those people well deserved but yk what can you do about it? Stay in bed all day? isolate yourself? never respond to anyone not even people who are close to you? probably not. All of that is actually really bad advice. Will I stop though? Absolutely not. Maybe because I deserve to be alone. After all no matter how much I change I'll always be that shitty 14 year old. Sometimes I have hope things will get better.. I'd be stupid to think that again. It's disappointing, but I could say that about anything right now. Because no matter how much I give I will never receive. No insults to anyone cause ik im the problem. In the end nobody cares nobody does people are selfish they'll cut you and watch you bleed without any guilt. Even if you bleed on your own people will just stare because people don't care and I guess that's the sad truth about it, but honestly as a society as "human beings" we should just except it right? Because it's selfish to want help now a days to ask for help = attention seeking. Our generation is doomed not because of lgbtq not because of liberals not because of satanist its doomed because nobody has a thought in their head about the possibility of human existence  or human empathy besides themselves. I've accepted people are selfish because when you talk not a word is heard so I might as well not talk at all correct?

- From ecstasy