No purpose

tThings are getting worse. I know nobody will read this which is why I keep blogging.. knowing maybe someone could read it but most likely no one will.. so I can say whatever on my mind. My mind is blank but not really. I hate everything right now.. I'm not happy.. and I haven't been for a very long time. I don't know if I can take it anymore I'm clearly struggling and everyone knows.. they just don't know what to do. I truly have no hope for myself no meaning in life.. so what's the point. I don't see a clear future for me.. im not special .. infact if I was gone.. nobody would even care. nobody does. nobody cares about me until I die. I wish I was worth something. another depressing entry from your one and only ecstasy 

- xoxo ecstasy