I want to be in love again more than anything else. I want to be loved again more than anything else. A real, true, innocent, love. Cuddling on a softly lit porch as a thunderstorm reigns havoc on the outdoors that's barely separated from us. As the rain harshly patters on the railings and the roof of the porch, the overhead light slightly shaking as thunder roars, and as it does, my partner ho... » Continue Reading
Him. Oh, what to say of him? Maybe that he abandoned me, after my reason for living died in my arms. "He got his phone taken again." Again?? Really? His mom hates me. I hate we're so far apart. I'd like to confront him face to face. I don't think he's actually grounded, if he is, it's on purpose. Whenever loving me gets inconvenient for him, he's gone. Why? Why does he get to just w » Continue Reading
I'm so sick of this bro Fr why are mothers so horrible sometimes? Trigger warning for the rest of this post I don't know if I want to kms or just live out of spite at this point. I'm trying so hard to please her but as always its not enough. And she get so pissed at me when I treat her the way she's treated me. I wish I was just 18 already so I could leave and go no-contact. I've been waiting for » Continue Reading
School has been draining me tbh. I've been keeping all my grades at As but I've basically stopped living. It's a stretch to say I was in the first place, tho. I've been online schooled since 5th grade and I'm so ungodly pissed about it. For years I've begged my mom to out me back in public school but she never did. She always promised she would if I kept my grades up but ofc once I realized she wa... » Continue Reading