[spacehey won't let me link images currently without glitching and deleting my whole blog entry TT-TT] Yello, internet! I felt like coming back here because I missed it, and I just wanted to give some updates about my art. First, where to find my art: Instagram Tumblr » Continue Reading
I've been doing so well recovering from my eating disorder i developed as a teenager. My anorexia didn't stem from body image or wanting a sense of control in my life - it 100% came from some of the childhood abuse i suffered, where my dad would lock me in my room and refuse to let me eat. Between that, toxic relationships, bad friendships, and medical neglect, i ended up with a lot of self-hatr... » Continue Reading
Today, I came out as agender. It's something I've felt from day one, and used to talk to my close friends about a lot, but was too scared to identify as. I felt a lot of pressure to stay within the binary, and had some internalized issues, so I identified as a trans man for a few years. This just doesn't fit me properly, and I want to live my authentic self. My friends were all really supportive,... » Continue Reading
I live with psychosis. My current official diagnosis is depression with psychosis, but we've been talking about it possibly being schizoaffective disorder, as I have psychotic episodes unrelated to my depression. Blunted affect is something I struggle a lot with. It's when your emotional expressions and gestures are diminished, leaving a flattening affect. It often makes me come off as emotionles... » Continue Reading