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nessa
"acab like i need a taxi :P"
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im getting tired
Category: Writing and Poetry
the first time it happened, i was around 8 years old, and my hair was called bedhead. 'it was just a joke,' she said, but my friends and i knew it wasnt, she just didnt want me to tattle. i knew it wasnt right, the stomach in my feelings reminded me that of the hunger i would watch in documentaries about my people. the feeling in my stomach was just pain, though. the next time i can recall it happ... » Continue Reading
nothing means anything just because i made it so
Category: Writing and Poetry
there are times when it feels im watching my life through a movie. i catch myself analyzing details of my day and explain how its foreshadowing for the big conclusion. every step i take means something, perfectly planned out by the director that just couldnt have been a coincidence or a mistake. maybe its my delusions that kick in, but everything is poetic to me. everything has an underlying, symb... » Continue Reading
water me
Category: Writing and Poetry
my hands grasped at nothing, a marble statues arm. the pain of being obsolete brushed past m » Continue Reading
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unrequited love
Category: Writing and Poetry
unrequited love hurts a lot, but sometimes it makes you insane enough to make art you dont hate, so i dont dislike it all the time. other times, you realize you may not actually love them and just love to crawl back to the same routines you always do whenever you get sad. children like routines, and ive never really grown up. youve known me since i was a kid so ive never felt the need to grow up a... » Continue Reading
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hello
Category: SpaceHey
i had recently thought that i should get a live journal like pete wentz and ryan ross had but i realized i have this lolllllll » Continue Reading
just typing :P
Category: Life
im soooo tired i literally just wanna lay here and rot but in a not emo way yk i just wanna listen to music and never get up. either that or i want to never have to sleep ever again like edward cullen. i luv edward cullen tbh. idk wat im saying im just bored and tired but cant sleep. is this place even alive o.O? i forgot bout it until just rn and i forgot how fun this website is. sooooooo kewl. a... » Continue Reading