figured i should have a pinned blog post :] i like being on the internet but i am not very social. friend requests are fine! i kind of equate that to just following me. but i dont want any comments/messages asking to be friends! im just not interested thanks lol ^^; im also fine with people of any age following me, just know that in addition to my general avoidance im careful with how i act with/a... » Continue Reading
i have a week off school now! im going to my parents' house for thanksgiving and i am not particularly excited about it, i only agreed because im going with my brother and his partner. but hopefully that one day will be over and done with and i can take some food home :3c all offices and dining options are closed for the week, so i took a bunch of chicken sandwiches from the cafeteria lol. im also... » Continue Reading
i started playing webkinz again! my actual childhood account is long forgotten but i made a new one a few years back and just logged into it again. i'm a "free account" now so i dont have access to a lot of the site (most of the kinzville academy classes??? bruh). i think its because i havent bought a new pet in a long time. i remember back in the day your account would CLOSE if you didnt renew it... » Continue Reading
for school i have yoga on thursdays and it is WILDLY hard. i dont hate yoga, but i dont love it either... today at the end though the instructor played a guided deep breathing thing/body scan to listen to and it just FREAKED me out. didnt like the voice i think. so i was all agitated and twitchy instead of remotely relaxed. but it was raining when i left the gym! so i ran around in that and got ri... » Continue Reading
BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING BACK!!!!! something just clicked and i felt like opening this site again. ive changed my username btw! i used to be bloodfeatherz :] i really love this username i hope it sticks around a lot has happened since my last post. a lot of bad stuff honestly. had a lot of family issues that resulted in me getting kicked out. was homeless for a bit until i ended up ... » Continue Reading
I SAW GRANDSON LIVE TODAY! its my second time seeing him! ive loved grandson since like 2017 hes sooo awesome and its even more awesome to see how EXPONENTIALLY more popular hes gotten. so so crazy. my friend bought me a shirt too!! last time my phone DIED before i could get a video of best friends but it DIDNT THIS TIME BABEY i got all the videos i wanted. i love best friends so much its the firs... » Continue Reading
im seeing grandson live tomorrow! im so excited. actually washed my hair and did laundry today hence the title i finished death note yesterday! and drew near! *looks at you with my autistic eyes* » Continue Reading
i went on a drive and wandered the mall with my friends today and i am EXHAUSTED. something shifted with my Energy For Hanging Out and i was just dragging myself along the whole time because we were already there. so now im completely out of social energy and a little irritable so hopefully i can just chill in my room until i fall asleep. its close to 7pm right now but i am TIRED. i kind of want t... » Continue Reading
i did end up going to the credit union yesterday, then i wandered around and accidentally tried to buy alcoholic iced tea from safeway -_- it was right next to the regular iced tea and i didnt notice until the self checkout told me literally the only thing ive done today is watch death note. i can feel all my life experience crumbling away and now im 14 again. anyways im having a lot of fun i forg... » Continue Reading
my low mood continues :| every distraction i get is incredibly brief. nothing lasts. im on edge and panicky and exhausted all the time. i saw a movie i think it was the day before yesterday? saw uncharted. it was really cool actually! i enjoyed all of the characters. i haven't done anything today but i was thinking of going to the credit union. my life is dazzling i know i drew some stuff yesterda... » Continue Reading
february 18th was the 1st anniversary of orphan's path! i posted this for the occasion on tumblr and deviantart and decided to put it here too :] » Continue Reading