WJATS THE POINT OF WORKIN SO MUCH IF I CANT SPEND SOME OF IT. AND WHO BETTER TO SPEND ITON THAN THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM TO BE GETTING THIS LOT OF CONSOLES I BOUGHT FOR HIM. it was pretty pricey but for everything in it omg it was too huge of a deal to pass up! » Continue Reading
i feel extremely mixed about all these new hours im getting. i work a lot more now like i keep seeing myself working 4 days in a row and then only one day off. 4 days in a row thrn 2 days off. n like yeah its what i was hoping for so if this keeps up i can move out, but im going to haveto figure something out when jt comes to my energy and keeping up with my chores at home... like i have off tomor... » Continue Reading
even though 🎪 is my best friend they can definitely be hard to read sometimes... like. sometimes i dont know their true opinions on something. or sometimes theyll just respond to something i say with something really generic? like a yayy and stuff liek that. which i dont usually have anissue with sometimes its hard to respond to certian things but it just leaves me like ^^;;; » Continue Reading
iam not sure what to do i just feel like screaming and crying and throwing a tantrum! i did something embarrassing AGAIN it feels like judgement after judgement after judgement and idojt know what to do anymore i feel like ripping my hair out. do i exist just to be an embarrassment???????????? do i?????????? do i deserve to always just be cringe??? i kind of feel like throwing up idk why everythin... » Continue Reading
its still sunny out and yet my mom says "we're gonna have to pick a different weekend i guess? you were tired huh.." and i was like i woke up at like 1 and got in the shower... whats wrong with going a little later.. and she just said that i know she likes going early. its like ok i guess... i mean she couldve woken me up or legitimately anything else but i guess not . its fine » Continue Reading
im not sure why 🍔 even bothers asking me if i want something from anywhere hes going when he knows hes just going to get mad internally if i say yes to him for being some sort of leech on his money. either get me something without aksing me or dont ask me at all and dont get me anything since you know youre gonna be mad regardless » Continue Reading
mmm i guess my mom didnt feel like going to the thrift with me todya. shes been in her room most of the day... ntm im not feeling too great. i feel like im always being judged in some way or another.. by almost everyone... for the things i like or the things i do or what i indulge in. advertently or inadvertently it always feels like someone else feels theyre above me in some way... or has better ... » Continue Reading
🌻 please stop being obsessed with this ugly white man please please please you literally just got out of three relationships. three. three. my brother. my brother. brother. please snap out of it snap out of your thirst for a relationship for three seconds. please. i am literally begging you......... » Continue Reading
cant sleep,.. i wonder if its my meds... huwahhhh. i never have issues sleepijg usually i just conk out after deciding im sleep but guess nto tonight » Continue Reading