me when i nearly kill a patient at my job by giving them something theyre deathly allergic to by accident and then also getting scoffed at by this lady as i leave the unit because i didnt save some chicken tenders for her even though i told her there were some down in the main room for her if she wanted some 🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧑🧚🧚🧚🧚🧚🧚🦸🦸🦸🦸🦸🧌🧌🧌🧌🦹🦹🦹🦹🦹
i dont even wanna die anymore like youd think like im genuinely just like. Blank rn. like i am not the best at what i do and i am always messing up in ways that can only solidify my autism to others . i feel sometimes like the why are you so bad at your job. i dont know meme
also somehow there are people who like barely gwt off of work but somehow still find time to live like thats crazy to me. once i feel like i work too much i feel like im selling my soul to the devil. i wish i could be more like my boyfriend and find like... something fufilling at my job. like youd think id have found that already havinf been here a little over 3 years. but nope. i am still makinf some of the same silly mistakes. and beating myself up to hell over them. at least being here means i can detatch myself from reality a little more n keep listening to my politics thru my headphones. thats kind of fun . plus i dont need to deal with the feeling of dread of not doing enough with myself that my mom has given me yay!!
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me when i nearly kill a patient at my job by giving them something theyre deathly allergic to by accident and then also getting scoffed at by this lady as i leave the unit because i didnt save some chicken tenders for her even though i told her there were some down in the main room for her if she wanted some 🧑
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and the numerous other mistakes i have made today no less smile
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i dont even wanna die anymore like youd think like im genuinely just like. Blank rn. like i am not the best at what i do and i am always messing up in ways that can only solidify my autism to others . i feel sometimes like the why are you so bad at your job. i dont know meme
by FRIDAY; ; Report
also somehow there are people who like barely gwt off of work but somehow still find time to live like thats crazy to me. once i feel like i work too much i feel like im selling my soul to the devil. i wish i could be more like my boyfriend and find like... something fufilling at my job. like youd think id have found that already havinf been here a little over 3 years. but nope. i am still makinf some of the same silly mistakes. and beating myself up to hell over them. at least being here means i can detatch myself from reality a little more n keep listening to my politics thru my headphones. thats kind of fun . plus i dont need to deal with the feeling of dread of not doing enough with myself that my mom has given me
yay!!
by FRIDAY; ; Report