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iam not sure what to do i just feel like screaming and crying and throwing a tantrum! i did something embarrassing AGAIN it feels like judgement after judgement after judgement and idojt know what to do anymore i feel like ripping my hair out. do i exist just to be an embarrassment???????????? do i?????????? do i deserve to always just be cringe??? i kind of feel like throwing up idk why everythinf is getting to me so bad today this feels terrible
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FRIDAY
i should just get high and stfu
nobody is on my side bruh. nobody
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FRIDAY
i might make myself vomit by thisnpointneverything feels like shit
))))))))8888888 aaaauggg auuuggg auug augg. i dont evennknow what to do like whatnto do to calm myselfdown or fucking feel better idk what to do idk what to do. i dont know..i should distract myself byt with what ifneel awful. genuinely awful. i think i exist to just be fucking embarrassing and hated and a piece of shit. bro i feel like a sim going through the extremely embarrassed moodlet right now
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i wantnto die i really do. itd be so much better than existing like this to be a laughing stock or for people to constantly perceive me. its literally always been an issue no matter how hard i try i just cannot fuckinf blend into anything i always stand out in some way. i always do. even in school id fucking make it my goal to not be noticed or called on and somehow every time without fail i would fucking get that treatment that i dreaded. why? why?????? im such a fucking nobody i swear im not special in any way so why cant i just be left alone in peoples minds. why. plsase explain it to me!!!! i cannot be cringe and free because im not fucking allowed to be free! theres always something to say about me! and its always something negative!!!!!!
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