haven’t rlly been active! sorry! schools been taking a toll on me :| doing sociology, psychology and art was definitely a choice! i don’t rlly know what to do anymore if i’m being honest… it’s exam season so i’ve been studying as much as i can, but i’ve also been rlly tired. these exams go to our predicted grades (for university), so i have to get good in them. i can’t stop thinking though. i have... » Continue Reading
//vent don’t even know how to explain how i feel anymore.. i have the urge to isolate myself from everyone even tho i’d probably hate it… but i just feel like a NEED to.. just to be less stress to everyone around me (my friends, my family) it’s a bad way to think but i genuinely just feel like a bad per » Continue Reading
//vent don’t even know how to explain how i feel anymore.. i have the urge to isolate myself from everyone even tho i’d probably hate it… but i just feel like a NEED to.. just to be less stress to everyone around me (my friends, my family) it’s a bad way to think but i genuinely just feel like a bad per » Continue Reading
does anyone else have this horrible fear of relationships??? i almost got into my first relationship back in august 2023, and omfg i fucked it up so bad because of how scared i got. i backed out and i kept changing my mind and NEVERRRR again will i do that. i got so scared of hurting that person that i didn’t even realise what i was doing in that moment. literally going to just stay single forever... » Continue Reading
i love searows so much… he’s rlly for a good cry (a long with mitski and letter by jimin) i suggest house song, north star and coming clean » Continue Reading
had art today and it sucked so bad!:£:££:&:£&.’ my friend started ‘jokingly’ yelling at me because she was ‘agitated’ and i literally didn’t know what to say.. everyone was staring at me like ‘WTF’ and i wanted to cry ugh. all she wanted me to do was print something out for her when she could have easily done it herself but then she said i was making everything so complicated. ugh i hate the fact ... » Continue Reading
genuinely love the subjects im studying! i looveee psychology (i wanna become a psychotherapist), i lovelovelove sociology, so im rllly thinking ab doing a psychology major and sociology minor in the future. i love art and always have, but my teachers are such petty ass bitches OMFG. still love it, just hate the deadlines also doing a photography epq, which i love since its provided me with so muc... » Continue Reading
went to a bel cobain concert yesterday... absolutely loved it. she was incredible!!!! her voice is amazing and the transitions between songs, the way she interacted with the crowd.. i will 100% be seeing her again » Continue Reading