Hazel

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☆ Introduction Post [BYF+DNI] ☆

Category: Blogging

WHO AM I? I’ve been stalking this floating rock for (as I am writing this) 22 years. I go by any pronouns because gender is an odd beast. I post from my den in the forest (you might catch me around somewhere in the darkest hour of the night to the newborn hours of the morning). By day, I’m a burnt out college student surviving on intense daydreams, heartfelt poetry, restless naps and the presence ... » Continue Reading

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mishima

Category: Life

I have finally watched  Mishima: A Life in Four Chapters -  as part of a course I am taking this semester. Truthfully the most engaged I have been in a course, in a long while. The film itself was a treat to the eyes and to the mind, an elixir of man's art and torture. I do not wish to say "that is so me", however I cannot help but relate his sacrifice to art akin to my own struggles. Yukio Mishim... » Continue Reading

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analog horror favorites

Category: Art and Photography

Analog horror series that I thoroughly enjoyed: The Monument Mythos The series that got me into analog horror, and one of the more underrated channels in the analog horror scene (in my opinion). Overall a terrifying, absurd and fascinating American horror story. Angel Hare Analog horror with a brilliant twist. An incredibly creative and underrated project. INTERLOPER For anyone who is particularly... » Continue Reading

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survey [stolen from Möbus]

Category: Quiz/Survey

Is it easy for someone to make you smile? Yes, but then again I smile for almost every emotion. Tell me why you like the last song you listened to: Frank Ilfield’s I Remember You, the song reminds me of past relationships and my current one. It’s bittersweet, upbeat but the entire tone of the song feels melancholic.  What color are your eyes?   A deep brown. Where was the last place you fell aslee... » Continue Reading

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8021

Category: Life

The morning started with me coughing for air. I've had troubles in the past with my breathing, frequent dizzy spells during my younger years in class. Now, I feel myself becoming more and more frustrated to no end, I feel it in my lungs, my whole chest. I am trying all in my power to stay afloat, and the person I've accepted into my life, I've allowed them to step deeper into the ocean of my life ... » Continue Reading

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Auld Lang Syne

Category: Life

One of my five items I so kindly requested to dear old Saint Nick was the book.  The  book that has been floating around the ocean of the world wide web. The book that I mentioned to a comrade on a whim in our conversation, to give me a surprised look, whistle, and say "good luck, that'll make you miserable'. No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai provided another mirror into my own way of life, quite dra... » Continue Reading

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the flux of survival

Category: Life

Ever since I turned 18, birthdays have been strange for me. Maybe the impending doom of reaching an age I don’t intend to, or the fact that I’ve sabotaged my life to an irredeemable degree, placing me in an idealistic cryo-chamber that will always keep my body and mind somewhat lagging in terms of quality of life. For me, today is a day of self-reflection, of what I could have done and what I need... » Continue Reading

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something about ghosts

Category: Life

To people I know of in my reality, physical bodies, I am exhausting my patience of being still and waiting. Am I to embody this shrine in our field? Between the two, myself and the one that wanted me the most, is my existence merely a stone for the lover to worship, yet I cannot pardon myself to animate myself into the life of another? I feel a stranger when I step into the doorway of the house wh... » Continue Reading

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[art] skin pt.2

Category: Art and Photography

Done with blue pen. I really like how these turned out.  Right, back to my attempts to memorize numbers and words…  (Different angle) If I’d “kin” anyone, it would be Steve from Big Top Burger…(or Mae from Night in the Woods) » Continue Reading

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[art] scraps from the big dinner

Category: Art and Photography

Do you ever look back at old art and miss how you drew? I want what younger me had. » Continue Reading

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A memory (the moment)

Category: Life

Warm tears and damp skin, scattered stone and decaying teeth. Calloused hands and burnt skin.  An aching spine after every grueling hour rotting my eyes in the stinging pale glow that my life revolves around and that I have chosen to be its child.   All that I have been born with, all that I have been dependent on for a body. A substance that I’ve yet to understand, a foreign infection which seeps... » Continue Reading

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