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how I live right now

Transporting myself to my other home, I open my eyes to the sound of an empty room. 

I feel the weight of December blanket my life in a thick layer of anticipation and fear. 

I am desperate to wake up in a body that I love. 



Nothing for today, work and more sloshing around until I sleep. If sleep arrives. 

Only stepping outside for water, acting as creature-ish as I please. 

A den of an apartment and everyone else has sharp teeth, claws, everyone is hungry. 

Different levels of hunger, different views on who the prey is. 

It's dangerous that I speak with my own mind, poisoning the conversation. 

I taste my teeth - cold. 

My own air tastes stale. 

I memorize the stitching on those bus seats, maps to where?



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haxis

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read this at 3am got depressed oh btw I like chicken nuggets very much when they are smiley face shaped


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francis, fran

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those last three lines... feel like being already dead, now a passing corpse at a bus stop.

i really like your writing i'm kind of ingesting it rn. immediate subscribe


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SPOOKY

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relatable


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