currently laying in bed, still unemployed, which is my fault. i am just an actual neet, i hate myself for it. i want to have a cool collection of my interests and i get so fucking jealous of other people. they have cool limited action figurines or cool plushies. i only have a few mangas and that's it. i want to actually die and just restart in life. not to be afraid of going outside, having normal... » Continue Reading
I AM SO CURIOUSSSSSS T_T but i am guessing there is no way to enter? html:before { background-image: url(https://files.catbox.moe/erjzd7.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .25; position: fixed; top: -110%; width: 300%; pointer-events: none; z-index: 999999; } .count { color: #d45555 !important; } .blog-entry .k » Continue Reading
i don't know, i have been feeling so bitter about everything. i hate being unable to explain my feelings. i just kinda exist in my bedroom. i am not feeling hungry. i am just kinda there. i just feel sick and have a headache, my best friend probably forgot about me, i am ghosting everyone because i do not have the mental energy to do shit. i hate existing. html:before { background-image: url(https... » Continue Reading
uhh so i tried spamton neo and now my arm is more bruised 👍 i love anger issues and being very easily overwhelmed html:before { background-image: url(https://files.catbox.moe/erjzd7.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .25; position: fixed; top: -110%; width: 300%; pointer-events: none; z-index: 999999; } .count { color: #d45555 !important; } .blog-entry .kudos-btn { background: #... » Continue Reading
i lowkey wanna get some deltarune or undertale merch but i am scared to ask my dad 😭😭 so i asked my mom and she kept calling deltarune a tv series (i love her sm and i also told her it's made by the same guy that made undertale because i also played undertale with her sometime in 2015 or 2016 lol) so i might get the tv time shirt :333 i also thought about the cyber city lanyard (for my t1d card id... » Continue Reading
BITCH DRAW JUST FUCKING DRAW AND STOP UNDOING EVERY LINE YOU WHORE I AM FILLED WITH THE NEED TO DRAW AND MY BRAIN JUST FUCKING BLUE SCREENS html:before { background-image: url(https://files.catbox.moe/erjzd7.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .25; position: fixed; top: -110%; width: 300%; pointer-events: none; z-index: 999999; } .count { color: #d45555 !important; } .blog-entry ... » Continue Reading
so since i had been taken away to a boarding school (i came back home a year ago, was there for almost 4 years) my dad hasn't been the same and it terrifies me. i was supposed to have an appointment with my diabetologist, for my insulin pump but i hadn't been feeling well since yesterday, now my dad didn't seem mad at first, infact i constantly apologized and said that i felt like vomiting (still ... » Continue Reading
i am lowkey overwhelmed with persona 5 😭😭 i suck at planning, there are so many mechanics and shit i love the game but damn html:before { background-image: url(https://files.catbox.moe/erjzd7.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .25; position: fixed; top: -110%; width: 300%; pointer-events: none; z-index: 999999; } .count { color: » Continue Reading
!!THIS IS NOT MEANT TO SOUND ELITIST!! i have been an autistic whore for vocaloid since 2012/2013, oliver, kaito, piko and len being my favorites in particular. (they are not that underrated ik, syfm, i should obviously find ones lost to media to be considered a TRUE fan.) now there is obviously nothing wrong with being A NEW FAN. but it just seems to be always teto or miku (again!!! nothing wrong... » Continue Reading
so i got my period today and it feels like my uterus is being put into a fucking juicer with how much i am in pain and i feel like vomiting. i want to start T already. html:before { background-image: url(https://files.catbox.moe/erjzd7.gif); content: ""; height: 300%; left: -50%; opacity: .25; position: fixed; top: -110%; width: 300%; p » Continue Reading