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my cd collection

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IGNORE THAT MOST OF THE PICTURES ARE BLURRY completely thrifted collection - aside from a couple of the Prince CDs which were my mums, and my dog man star which my brother got me for xmas xxx  [hence why im missing some key albums...] » Continue Reading

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my artwork

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{{edited due to my poor camera quality. trigger warnings yap yap, don't look if you don't like some nsfw }} pretty much all charcoal. it is the superior medium. » Continue Reading

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25/05/26

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sometimes i lay in bed and it feels as though someone has removed my ribcage, leaving my organs to float around in the cavity, bumping into each other » Continue Reading

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digital drawings/studies

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not "finished", but good enough to put on here. been working on these this week, more therapeutic really, as a response to exam stress, its not working but thats fine. » Continue Reading

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songs ive been listening to recently

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stop it you're killing me - therapy? all sparks - editors celebrate - an emotional fish » Continue Reading

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writing 12/5

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i own nothing that's mine i just sit all alone and i'm told not to cry but i'm skinned and i'm stoned i just sit on my sofa and read books all day and everyone seems to just laugh in my face my company fills me with no sense of joy i cannot relax and i will not deploy i don't care what you're doing i just don't care who you screw and the old man you fucked is not into you » Continue Reading

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trust

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too busy looking at the man up above you ignore all the people who are pushing their luck and i'm not the type of person you wanna trust  i've been fucking this up and i keep my head down, cosplaying a ghost and i don't wanna die but i don't feel like i'm living i'd give up my life to not feel what i'm feeling the boys and the girls and mothers and women they all pull their weight, all have trust ... » Continue Reading

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your love is a canopy

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your love is a canopy think i'm diagnosed with impatience don't ask how i feel this could all be a lie think i need the drugs to help this feel alright claim you're okay morals barely crack the surface if i was only fucking men maybe i'd relax a bit faith runs my life, no external meaning freed from the bondage of temporality calls off work, an extenuating reason » Continue Reading

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the aging female body, and my mum

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images fly past, forever betrayed mam doing her makeup next door hating her face there's never a real lover images of pornography » Continue Reading

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beatles are shit queen is shit the smiths are shit

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just got a personal vendetta really when you got each band just full of condescending privileged cunts, makes it hard to love em » Continue Reading

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i really want to go to the beach

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usually despise the coast, its always colder and windier and more of a shithole than you expect, even though youve been down there dozens of times before. but recently ive been craving the grey skies, heavy wind, fresh smelling air. making me nostalgic » Continue Reading

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people jus having a really good time about nothing in particular

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"i just don't like festivals cuz there's other bands playing and i got no interest in other people's music so i just find them ultimately very depressing, people just having a really good time about nothing in particular." nick » Continue Reading

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