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my dvd collection

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as with my  cd collection , these are all thrifted/second hand  xxxx can't be bothered to label the categories, but theres some old childhood faves, some documentaries, and some music stuff, as well as just...films.  » Continue Reading

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my cd collection [updated]

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completely thrifted/second hand collection - not all the cds i own, but all the ones that i give a fuck about xxx  -firstly, specific artists i have collections of- 1. stereophonics - ki » Continue Reading

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(cool things i have in my room)

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these are all second hand finds. i could also include things ive made or just general cool things, idk tbh. pins, and little key chains (these are all like 3cm big)  this is a photo book thing, opens up and you can put pictures inside but i dont have any rn + i have no where to » Continue Reading

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getting back into drawing a bit

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neither of these are that great, but i havent drawn properly in like months so im glad i finally picked up the pencil again to do some trad. dont look at the fucking feet either » Continue Reading

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been shit writing in my notes

Category: Writing and Poetry

i am repentant i dont help myself i stare in the mirror for every second cant take my eyes off him i am Hans Bellmer's muse weightless and worthless i overshot my meaning in this world i am not for your amusement /// im sat in underwear and heels for a second i feel sexy the people i love are fucking each other everything i like is arbitrary i wish » Continue Reading

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digital drawings/studies

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not "finished", but good enough to put on here. been working on these this week, more therapeutic really, as a response to exam stress, its not working but thats fine. » Continue Reading

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songs ive been listening to recently

Category: Music

stop it you're killing me - therapy? all sparks - editors celebrate - an emotional fish » Continue Reading

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writing 12/5

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i own nothing that's mine i just sit all alone and i'm told not to cry but i'm skinned and i'm stoned i just sit on my sofa and read books all day and everyone seems to just laugh in my face my company fills me with no sense of joy i cannot relax and i will not deploy i don't care what you're doing i just don't care who you screw and the old man you fucked is not into you » Continue Reading

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trust

Category: Writing and Poetry

too busy looking at the man up above you ignore all the people who are pushing their luck and i'm not the type of person you wanna trust  i've been fucking this up and i keep my head down, cosplaying a ghost and i don't wanna die but i don't feel like i'm living i'd give up my life to not feel what i'm feeling the boys and the girls and mothers and women they all pull their weight, all have trust ... » Continue Reading

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your love is a canopy

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your love is a canopy think i'm diagnosed with impatience don't ask how i feel this could all be a lie think i need the drugs to help this feel alright claim you're okay morals barely crack the surface if i was only fucking men maybe i'd relax a bit faith runs my life, no external meaning freed from the bondage of temporality calls off work, an extenuating reason » Continue Reading

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the aging female body, and my mum

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images fly past, forever betrayed mam doing her makeup next door hating her face there's never a real lover images of pornography » Continue Reading

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