im trying to lose weight. ive been exercising and eating more moderately. it's been about 4-5 months and I can't say I've made much progress but I've made some progress. lately ive noticed something. i hate feeling like i don't deserve the food i eat and i often don't in this place. I don't know. i remember moments like when i took a second piece of pork chop then my grandfather sitted far away t... » Continue Reading
it was interesting to see the parallels between Victor's ambitions and my own. I feel like there's a misconception that to be one of the greats you gotta kill some part of yourself. But with LeBron that's not true at all. He's the goat yet he still has a loving family and wonderful life. It really is all about that balance. You gotta appreciate life and love yourself and stuff, because it's too... » Continue Reading
yesterday i made a vow to quit doomscrolling short form content. i realize that my attention span being as bad as it is is not good and mindlessly scrolling through dumb stuff is NOT good for me. I think i spend way more time than i realize on doing absolutely nothing. Like yes, scrolling through Instagram Reels every now and then gets me a big laugh but that can't just be my default when I'm bor... » Continue Reading
i feel empty a lot of the times. but that emptiness isn't inheritely bad, it's the opportunity for something new. i hate it when that "something" new is a bad thing though » Continue Reading
i'm jealous of people who poop everyday. like, pooping is such a therapeutic and emptying experience. i wish i could do it more in my life. i only poop a mere every 2-3 times. this terribly upsets me. how do i get better metbolism chat. » Continue Reading