I still have hope. I really want to get in an university not bcs i want to study in a university but i see it as a step of me escaping the swamp im in. (and the only option other than marrige) Ive always had this dream to become an artist, no matter in what kind. Since i was a little child i really wanted to do art in every way possible. I really love any type and kinds of art. Fashion, Music, vis... » Continue Reading
This entry will be like a little weird vent kinna thing... I dont know. I feel so sad that i have no life, at all. Even tho its not fully my fault i kinna caused this too and thats the freaking part where it makes me feel even more miserable. I hate myself for it everyday. I'll get to the part why i hate myself for it and how its also my doing too but for now, i just want to blame others and feel ... » Continue Reading
I really love 'The Black Parade is Dead' live and its how i discovered mcr too so wanted to buy the live album :> I bought them from Japan so the mini lyrics book has a funny page. :D » Continue Reading
Hello!!! Gonna post this blog entry just to introduce myself a little and give a hint on what i wanna share about mostly. I think starting a blog can be a good idea since I talk a lot and I don't wanna approach to my friends and force them to listen me all the time so why not start a blog and give people option to choose whether to read my yapping or not??? I mostly talk about topics that can be ... » Continue Reading