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3/22/2024 My emotions are inconsistent. I keep feeling like nothing matters which made me feel motivated about life because it really doesn't matter in the end but then I would get bothered by everything in past and my mood just switch easily. My perspective just keeps switching on and off like I'm over it, no I'm still sad about it, wait this isn't a big deal actually. I want those thoughts to st... » Continue Reading
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March is kind of going fast. I'm just simply existing waiting for the weekend to come because that's when my friends are usually available. Since I moved out the apartment which was an okay experience for me, my mom and I started working on the bedroom. I moved back to another room instead of the room I used to sleep in because it's not right by my parent's bedroom. My room is almost d » Continue Reading
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Happy late new years. I haven't started my resolution yet but I'm feeling a little fine at the moment. I hope to get on medication again soon and lock myself in becoming prettier than before. I got food stamps today, I'm glad I didn't procrastinate any longer. Oh by the way, I got to contact someone I knew in middle school and he seems kind of edgy but I don't r » Continue Reading
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I hopped on VRChat and I noticed how easy it is to make new friends by only using the chatbox instead of using my voice. I didn't expect people to be that outgoing when I'm muted. It sucks that my voice changes how people see me. I personally feel like my voice simply changes how they treat me. Anyways, I started playing VRChat again yesterday. I went world hopping in search of avatars and then we... » Continue Reading
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It's been awhile since I written an entry about how my week went. Maybe there were a lot of stuff that happened but I guess it wasn't enough for me to write them down. However I'll try my best to reminisce what I did last month and tell you guys how I'm doing so far. So when November came around, I started to watch a lot of anime that I always wanted to watch as a child. I didn't know much about p... » Continue Reading
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I missed my arm and leg work out day, it feels like I'm going back. I don't feel like I'm depressed though, I suppose it's a good thing. I did walk mostly and continued to draw on my sketchbook. I discovered new songs on YouTube, I feel content taking care of myself in my own way. I hung out with someone I friendship matched on Facebook. The place they live in is at a really good area. They live c... » Continue Reading
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I went on a 2 hour walk late at night listening to whatever is similar to Deafheaven. The song that I recently liked is called "I don't love" by Have a Nice Life. It's a depressing song to hear but to me it's refreshing. Also, I went on a swing at the park near where I live. I like feeling my hands being cold, it was comforting me. After a while I walked back ho » Continue Reading
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Today I didn't really do anything. All I did was going out with my friends at the mall and then head back to my friend's house by walking from there because we didn't have the money to ride the bus to their house. All of us went back doom scrolling together and we barely talked. I'm okay with that but it sometimes makes me feel incompetent. I get anxious and feel bad when I'm asked what we should ... » Continue Reading
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I just turned 20 years old on the third and on the same day, I received the news that social security approved me for disability checks! I don't need to worry about getting a job anymore. On my birthday, I received a lot of chokers & cute plushies. Also exactly at 12:00 am my glasses broke. It's now fixed with a tape so it's on life support. I had an okay day on » Continue Reading
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I went downtown and took pictures there today. I used to take pictures of flowers often whenever I'm outside hanging out with my friends during the spring & summer. I started visiting downtown by taking the bus. The bus here departs every 1 hour so I have to plan ahead on what I want to do. It's annoying that there's only 1 fucking bus that departs every 10 minutes, specifically made for universit... » Continue Reading
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I have been playing Project Sekai recently, I never really played a mobile game that often until now. I had a couple of irrational breakdowns on how I just couldn't full combo on most songs on hard mode. Today I opened the game Osu and after a while of me playing it I got mildly upset .-. I'm still feeling pretty miserable. I had a job interview a few days ago and I believe I wasted my » Continue Reading
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8/18/2024 I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know why I'm thinking about the past now when I should be moving on. I'm feeling insecure about myself, how I socialize and look. Everything I was told by my ex is true. That makes me not want to better myself at all and I don't feel like I have any interest in getting help anymore. I give up trying harder » Continue Reading
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