First 2025 entry - 1/08/2025

Happy late new years. I haven't started my resolution yet but I'm feeling a little fine at the moment. I hope to get on medication again soon and lock myself in becoming prettier than before.

I got food stamps today, I'm glad I didn't procrastinate any longer. Oh by the way, I got to contact someone I knew in middle school and he seems kind of edgy but I don't really care. People change a lot overtime of course. During new years eve, my friends and I decided to be on shrooms to celebrate and it was an amazing trip. It's very similar to LSD. The stupidest thing I ever witnessed and I knew it was so retarded while high was when my friends were trying to do karaoke but they ended up singing a Vietnamese karaoke song. Spoiler alert, they were just fucking mumbling. That was such a priceless moment.

I took 3 more shrooms to see what it looks like outside while on shrooms, shit looked A.I generated no joke. Pathetic of me to describe what I saw but it's exactly like the ones you see on Facebook.

Kind of tempted to be a little high often but then I realized there's no point really. It's best to use them for special occasions such as hanging out with friends or maybe walk outside? I can simply listen to music while walking though but the thing is I can't connect easily on my android phone. On IOS it's a 3 step process but for android you need an extra equipment just to connect Bluetooth to your hearing aid. Shit's so dumb. I don't want to be seen visibly disabled or whatever haha

After getting food stamps, I notice I don't eat a lot of variety, all I eat is ramen, pasta and rice. Eggs too. My appetite is cheap but I don't think that's good, I gotta upgrade my diet.

Recently I've been playing Minecraft with my friends, it's been awhile playing a video game with your irl friends. It's a whole different vibe than playing games with your online friends. They're cool too btw.