will people start wanting to talk to me when im around less? will they like me better if im around less? will i finally feel missed if im around less? idk but have a good day and just remember youre an awesome person and good job for making it so far ^^ » Continue Reading
im sick and tired of everything and everyone why do i have to be nice to people who arent nice to me and why do i have to put up with everything jsut to get them to stay and why dont my friends wanna talk to me i hate my life so bad its not even funny anymore i just wanna be able to be happy and be heard for once » Continue Reading
dizzy dizzy… woah now how cool was that 😎😎 im looking for a way to make the text rainbow too but i think its quite the challenge since u cant really use html in blogs.. sux! hello hello how are you doing today!!! i hope your day’s go » Continue Reading
um i hate people who ignore their friends so much like its actually a strong deep rooted hatred i have it literally makes me wanna annoy them out of spite (literally all my friends 😑) but anyways i have lots of homework today and stuff i also wanna study cus TECHNICALLY this year i gotta lock in.. so give study tips pls 😜😜 ive also been playing lots of different games and i wanna start watching mo... » Continue Reading
very unexciting title i know since im always feeling off but i genuinely feel so weird today like i have no motivation to do anything and i keep ruining my relationships and friendships with people cus of my stupid actions and i cant even say shit about it to anybody cus theyll think im attention seeking this sucks so bad im tired of keeping my mouth shut im just gonna start treating this like my ... » Continue Reading
uhhh i think i lied about being happy or changing um but its fine cus i dont really show it to anybody cus ill just be annoying and nobody cares 😓😓 but anyways today is saturday and im feeling really empty like numb but i also have a really uncomfortable feeling in my heart and its weighing me down, but its fine cus im gonna be skipping school for a while cus my mental health is as worse as ever. ... » Continue Reading
that was NOT my last blog entry but it sure was my first (i privated it btw so if u saw it u saw it)🤑 um update im still alive unfortunately, i do believe i deserved to die back then cus i was pretty much a shitty ass person with issues but i think i really changed a lil at least i dont try to hang on to people who obviously cant stand me and know when to stop (not sure about the last part im a bi... » Continue Reading