i lied again

uhhh i think i lied about being happy or changing um but its fine cus i dont really show it to anybody cus ill just be annoying and nobody cares 😓😓

but anyways today is saturday and im feeling really empty like numb but i also have a really uncomfortable feeling in my heart and its weighing me down, but its fine cus im gonna be skipping school for a while cus my mental health is as worse as ever. also i cut my hair a few weeks ago the only people who complimented me were my friends and i know theyre just being nice cus im their friend but its whatever since ive always knew i wasnt quite the looker, but i like my hair even though i dont look good in it but its not like i looked better before its all the same to me i like it short cus its easier to handle but it sucks i cant do a slick back bun for school anymore 💔

yesterday i went out at evening and got back at almost 1 am and when i checked my phone i only got one notification quite depressing if you ask me 😑 but it doesnt matter anymore also i think i might study today cus i really have nothing to do everyday all i do is wait for people to text me back and play video games like a loser so i think i might study since my class group has been spamming me anyways lol but hows ur life going 😎😎

SORRY IM TREATING THIS LIKE A DIARY LMAO

peace out.. 🤑