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i’m a 23 y/o studying human justice. it’s nice to meet you~
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Category: Writing and Poetry
you came uninvited with promises of fire and flesh and left nothing but memories i can't remember wanting i gave you room thinking you were the answer to a question i hadn't yet learned to ask but you made your home in places i didn't offer left fingerprints on the walls and dirt on the floors i scrubbed myself clean of every touch every taste unt » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
alright, so i finished my shift for my first practicum, and here's how it went: perfectly! the environment was so welcoming and positive, and i enjoyed being surrounded by other women with similar mindsets and goals as myself. there were times when it was quiet, but i was able to do homework during those times and really pace myself so that i never felt burnt out. overall, it was sooooo good to be... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i’m starting my practicum for university today, and i’m sooooo nervous. even though i got the placement i wanted, i’m scared that i’m going to mess it up somehow. this semester has been extremely busy so far, and i’ve added on to my plate by joining a choir, having a full course load, and selling crochet items on the side. a girl needs some rest. and some good social time. i think i might periodic... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i haven't felt unstable in a while. i was coping fine, making money and getting good grades, feeling happier. this definitely threw me for a loop. on one hand, it sounds lovely. it sounds like you are growing in ways that i couldn't help you realize, ways that professional help could. and in that sense, i'm happy for you and your growth. but on the other hand, i wish i was worth that healing. i ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
it's not quite the feeling of being lonely, but the feeling of being worth so little, or the loss of trust and security in the words of others. it's a horrid feeling. sometimes it's okay. other times it creeps up. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
even if it's the truth, sometimes i really don't need to know it. » Continue Reading
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Category: Games
y'aaaaaaall i'm heavily debating downloading marvel rivals on my craptop so i can gift myself some of these new skins. for context, my playstation is in a different city right now and i neeeeed these skins!!! i'm in love with those new pastel ones, especially magik, invisible woman, and psylocke. love playing those characters ESPECIALLY! magik's new millennia might was made for me. and i loooooove... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
today may be one of the longest days i will have this semester. four projects are due this week, and i have to get at least two of them completed in order to be "on track". i crave comfort food sooooo much right now. we are running on empty. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
today is a day of overwhelm. i have a lot on my mind and even more on my plate. everything is due this week, i have to catch up on commissions, and to make matters worse, i can't get out of my own head. i heard some things. they hurt me. but they shouldn't. i should just be able to move on, i don't get why i can't just do that. your words lost their weight when i was told that you moved on about a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i sat down to write, but to be honest, i'm not sure what to say right now. i feel all sorts of emotions right now. lonely, content, relaxed, and anxious. i just want to write for the sake of writing. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i think i'm addicted to reliving my childhood, since it went by way too fast and i grew up way too young. lately i've been filling my amazon and ebay wishlists with tamagotchis, pixel chix, calico critters and littlest pet shops. i'm watching bratz and barbie movies, trying to collect all the barbie movies on disc. and i looooove rewatching the old youtube videos that i was addicted to. i can't st... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
the worst part about a disorganized attachment style is the way it switches so quickly. one minute it's obsession, and the next, withdrawal. both are bad, and both i try to stop. i've been working through my disorganized attachment workbook lately, to try and heal it. but lately i don't feel good about myself. i'm not good enough for it all, i can't do everything by myself, i don't have the time a... » Continue Reading
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