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i’m a 23 y/o studying human justice. it’s nice to meet you~
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you must be ___
Category: Writing and Poetry
you must be soft, but not too soft. you shouldn't be so weak. you must be strong, but not too strong. nobody likes a show-off. you must be pretty, but don't try so hard. who are you trying to show off for? you must be smart, but don't be so loud about it. where is your sense of humility? you must be honest, but not that honest. no one asked for your life story. you must be confident, but not that ... » Continue Reading
gs pt. 2
Category: Writing and Poetry
i think the reason i’m feeling so much regret now is because i know my actions and my mistakes led to this, but there’s nothing i can do to fix it. i need to remind myself that that’s okay, and that i’ve learned and healed from it since then. maybe the healing is also a reason i feel regret. i’m not that person any more and i understand why everything happened the way it did. » Continue Reading
gs 05/23/25
Category: Writing and Poetry
i don't want to think about this much, but i'd rather get it out of my mind and move on sooner than later. i do miss you. all of these recent experiences i've had definitely tell me that i have experienced and felt better than i do now. my sister's passing ruined me, and i went on a destructive rampage trying to feel anything other than the grief that consumed me. i made a lot of mistakes, especi... » Continue Reading
frozen
Category: Writing and Poetry
how do you reach out when you feel like a burden but you don't know how to get through something alone? » Continue Reading
recurring nightmares
Category: Writing and Poetry
and suddenly i’m a teenager again enduring all that pain unable to escape it - i was supposed to have finished healing » Continue Reading
loneliness epidemic
Category: Writing and Poetry
i think i'm experiencing a slow burn, but not the romance kind. the kind where you are slowly phased out from someone's life until you are completely gone. i try to match your energy because you've told me you're stressed and going through a lot right now. truthfully, i can't deal with the complete change of personality. you no longer speak the same way to me, you no longer ask me to hang out and ... » Continue Reading
daily fights
Category: Writing and Poetry
it isn’t normal to fight almost every day, is it? it feels like i upset someone new every time. is it me? what’s wrong with me? i don’t try to cause trouble. i just want to explain what’s going on in my life and adhere to others’ boundaries. » Continue Reading
morning routine
Category: Writing and Poetry
i’ve woken up from nightmares every morning lately am i even making progress? » Continue Reading
today's anxiety attack, verbalized
Category: Writing and Poetry
you seem to know exactly what and who you want, and here i am confused and overwhelmed. does anything make sense in time? what is the timeline for healing? am i just creating conflict as a way of distracting myself from the grief i've yet to deal with? am i using her death as an excuse to be a bad person and make bad decisions and hurt others just to run back and say "it's because i'm not healed y... » Continue Reading
grief
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am learning to be tougher through the process of surviving a breaking family » Continue Reading