today..... kind of sucked? i havent been able to stop thinking about jonah and its really starting to get under my skin. i keep unlocking memories of all the shit he did to me and im over it now but im still sore. i wish i could recover faster. with that out of the way, i dyed my hair for amity but not all of it took, so thats upsetting, and i fell asleep through dinner and i didnt wake up until 9... » Continue Reading
:D i love mondays, i come back from a day off, i always work a short easy shift and then i have the next day off. i was pretty down earlier but i got home and i cleaned my whole bathroom n then i took a nap and i took an edible n now im vibin. i should shower today or tomorrow. ig theres a storm comin. i got beads tho im not too worried i wanna get back into crocheting but i dont think i picked up... » Continue Reading
i finished my blueberry cow cuff and i got to talk to will today!!!!!!!! i havent talked to him in SO LONG it was so much fun. i missed him sm. i feel bad bc i know lis had a rough night :( but im really hoping tomorrow will be better for them. and if not, i can be there for them on wednesday. tomorrow im gonna put away my laundry and hopefully go grocery shopping (i havent yet but i did most of ... » Continue Reading
i wanna get better at ummm actually structuring my life and maybe this can help me keep all my thoughts written down? i used to be pretty good at that. today was a pretty good day despite dealing with my headache all day. i got to see my cousin and his bf and both of my parents and i didnt even have to go anywhere. i kind of feel bad every time i have my cousin come over because i know how much h... » Continue Reading
im makin my blueberry cow cuff! i wanna make another one but this ones also barely keeping my attention. i wanna drink tonight but i dont rly wanna be hungover at work tomorrow :( » Continue Reading
FEELIN REAL GAY RIGHT ABT NOW. i was gonna put this as a bulletin but ummm no i want it in writing, fuck bulletins. i love lis so much they have helped me thru so much i miss them :( i see them almost every day but we skipped yesterday so im :( but its okay were gonna call later. anyway theyre genuinely so much fun to be around and we have so much in common and i dont ever have to like...... quest... » Continue Reading
being 23 was smth i dreaded, not for any like super deep reasons but just based on when i was younger, every time i met a 23 year old i was like "omg why are they so cringey why are they like that" and now im realizing that i literally do not care whats cringey, im gonna like what i like, im gonna be who i am, im gonna do it shamelessly and im gonna live life for me! being 23 sucks! spit on me if ... » Continue Reading
cleaning ur room is so much easier when u work in sections!! i always used to get so overwhelmed but since i actually became independent and realized theres no pressure on you to need to have everything done all at once, and you can actually take your time on things you dont want to do as long as you go little by little, everything will be fine. idk if this makes ANY sense i got stoned and i will ... » Continue Reading