So, growing up, my Father had major social anxiety/agoraphobia. I did not move out until early this year. After a year of COVID, I went from a social butterfly to a terrified hermit. Literally. Grocery stores and restaurants have always been unbearable, even still sometimes now and I have been working on improvement for the last 2 years. Today, I sat in a restaurant without having any major anxie... » Continue Reading
Whew is today going to be stressful. I am helping host a vigil for my friend tonight, a beautiful soul and person taken from the world too soon. I have never hosted something so serious before, but I am staying positive!!!! My friend deserves to be remembered and celebrated, and that is exactly what I am going to do today! I just hope I don’t cry a bunch in front of so many people >////// < I know... » Continue Reading
I have always been the odd ball because of my view on d*ath, I accept it, I am not afraid of it. In all honesty, I yearn for it. I often wonder where we go once we pass, do we become one with Mother Earth? I would like to come back as some sort of tree- specifically a Willow tree. They resemble resilience, healing and dreams. Do we become an animal? If so, I think I would enjoy being a cat, snake,... » Continue Reading