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Category: Life
hey, i know i said i'd update yesterday but i ended up coming with my boyfriend to visit his family for new year's so :p anyways, as promised here is a list of goals for 2026. some of them are modified versions of this year's goals, some are wholly new, and some are really silly. let's hope i actually accomplish some of these. academic: pass all classes with an A- or better DO NOT SKIP CLASS go to... » Continue Reading
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okay, so this year has been quite a lot. i made so many friends, got a boyfriend, moved out, started the process of getting a driver's license, it's been a lot to take in. i want to take a moment and review the goals for this year that i had set out for myself 363 days ago from today. in terms of personal improvement, i didn't reach any of my goals; however, i like where i'm at. i know i still a l... » Continue Reading
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ゲームやっている、 アタシがヤってほしい 方法のラーバーズで。 はい、それほしい 貴方様の 笑いと笑顔は アタシが 幸せにしを どころが アタシの感情が 包み隠している。 だって、あの目は 他の女を見たい 貴方様 幸せな 思われる かな： ゲームやっている、 アタシがヤってほしい ほうほうのラーバーズで。 はい、それほしい あなたさまの わらいとえがおは アタシが しあわせにする どころが アタシのかんじょう つつみかくしている だって、あのめは ほかのおんなをみたい あなたさま しあわせな おもわれる » Continue Reading
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i'm writing this on my phone in the planned parenthood lobby waiting for my hrt follow up. i paid $128 to be here. i'm pretty excited for things, i think they might let me increase my dosage/give me the injectable stuff so pretty exciting developments. in terms of school, i've been kinda blowing off my responsibilities there. i really gotta start pulling my academic weight if i wanna go anywhere i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it has been quite a while since my last post. some quick updates: the guy i wrote about in my previous blog post actually liked me too, we've been dating for 3 months. it was a very nice and satisfying moment, because i KNEW there was no way this man was acting that way for shits and gigs. additionally, i've started my second year of uni. i'm finally taking majors related courses, and they're goin... » Continue Reading
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there's this guy i'm friends with, and i really fucking like him. the things that attract me to him, they can't really be described word for word. it's not just looks, or personality; when i'm with him i feel held, seen, loved. he has this long brown hair that i love playing with, and i love stroking his beard (even when it's just stubble). we've kissed as a joke before, he's slept on my lap and h... » Continue Reading
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i've been applying to damn near 10 jobs a day, most of which i don't feel i'm qualified for. i've heard back from about 30% of them. i just had a phone interview for an afterschool program; i was really excited because the proposed work schedule fit EXACTLY what i needed. during the interview, i noticed some—concerning phrasing and specificities from the hiring manager. there was an emphasis on th... » Continue Reading
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the spring term has finished, the summer term begins in 2 days. i'm feeling quite stuck in between so many things: college, my friends' graduation, my future, theirs, my family. i've had very many epiphanies in terms of my identity and my future. i've realized that i am, in fact, a girl. a girl that likes dressing like a boy, a girl that likes to confuse, but a girl nonetheless. now what do i do w... » Continue Reading
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