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Getting sober was the easy part. Sitting with myself after seeing myself for what I am or was is the hard part. I think of horrible and selfish things I’ve done and how I hurt people I loved and can only think of myself as a beast. It’s brutal to have to sit with it with no where to turn I reached out to him to tell him I was sorry for how things ended years ago. I explained what happened and h... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
The hardest part of sober living wasn’t getting off drugs. It’s the clear head after you kill the dragon. I sit with a clear head and think of horrible selfish things I’ve done and ugly ways I treated people I loved and cared for. I can’t fix it, I can’t take it back. It’s brutal because I have no where to run or substance to abuse to get my mind off it. I have to sit with it. I have to sit with... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Overwhelmed and underwhelmed simultaneously so much so that my life is a perfect modus operandi of stagnation. I want to create again and feel excitement about the world around me. I’m lonely and worst of all bored. On the other hand I’m tired and want to be on my own to sleep and stare off into space for days. » Continue Reading
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