Stuck

Overwhelmed and underwhelmed simultaneously so much so that my life is a perfect modus operandi of stagnation.

I want to create again and feel excitement about the world around me. I’m lonely and worst of all bored. On the other hand I’m tired and want to be on my own to sleep and stare off into space for days.

I see my dear old friends and loved ones in my dreams but these dreams always end frustrated on my end because they’re always just out of my reach