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Idk what I was thinking I actually thought I was more than what I am. What is like to Love Life? » Continue Reading
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"probably suffering"
20, I hate waking up
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It’s been a while since I’ve blogged. Honestly just remembered about this and thought I’d give an Update. I’m currently unemployed living in temporary housing looking for a job. But also I started Hormone treatment at the beginning of this month! Currently laying in bed right now in my room. Getting to know this super cool guy lately that I like a lot. We da same fr. Anyways I’ve been somewhat al... » Continue Reading
Life
Category: Life
It's like I want to kill myself everyday. I don't care about myself. I'm not like most people that worry about their wellbeing. Im trying my best just to get through, worrying about my safety doesn't occur to me. I feel like a disappointment to myself. I really am trying although it doesn't seem like it. I don't mind dying. I'd rather end it all then wait to see if it maybe will get better. I'm tr... » Continue Reading
life
Category: Life
random thoughts Hate that I've resolved to sex work to paying my debts I feel so trapped Observed and analysed that i am bad luck I am a burden I'm in the way I miss knowing I was loved I hate that I am so fucked now I want to leave home but only if and when im stable I dont know how to feel around family now that some trauma has gone but ive only hidden away to keep myself safe and although i do... » Continue Reading
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life
Category: Life
I feel so alone in the world. I'm afraid to reach out because I'm not even sure i'd want to be around myself. I feel like a disruption. The only time I don't feel like a burden is under the influence of Drugs and Alcohol. I'm just floating through time. » Continue Reading
Im back
Category: Life
I havent blogged in maybe 19 days. Quick upto date recap. Im back on grindr, Ive done hardcore drugs, parents are splitting up, bills and living situation with pets. idk » Continue Reading
Existing
Category: Life
I don't even know why I'm still here. I feel like I'm nor dead or alive. I'm just existing. » Continue Reading