i am sooooooo excited.... i am leaving for LA in 5 days to see BTS!!! i legit can't believe the time is almost here. i feel so lucky i'm able to go and see them during soundcheck . i'm ecstatic » Continue Reading
we finally went to the beach today after a long while. it was so peaceful and such a beautiful day for it. whenever i'm too in my head or overwhelmed, the ocean just completely takes it all away. it must be the mermaid in me. :] 🧜 » Continue Reading
after i finished my sweater vest i made back in october, i took a little break from crocheting. i wanted to find some new patterns and try different yarn than what i've been using. i ended up buying Lion Brand Thick & Quick yarn because i've heard it's really warm and works up pretty quickly. » Continue Reading
ive struggled for so many years with restrictive eating and over the last couple of years i've been working with someone to help break my morality with food. it's so hard though because there are days where i don't want to eat because i just don't feel hungry even though I know i should. fuck i just wish my obsession with the way i look and what i eat would just » Continue Reading
I have this conversation with myself a lot…why anywhere I move to, never feels like home. I always think I want something, but then when I get it, it doesn’t feel right. It’s like I don’t fit in with any place. I lived in CA for 31 years, OR for 8 and now NC. I’ve been to so many states but none feel like home. How do people stay in one place for so long? Maybe my spirit is too much of a nomad » Continue Reading