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it's 5:44am (at time of writing) and i'm watching the social network for the first time. and, subsequently, further developing my immense soft spot for andrew garfield. i still have gifts to wrap, and i still have things to do that have christmas deadlines, and its freezing in my room, but hey -- at least i have chocolate monkeys and at least i have 2010 andrew garfield » Continue Reading
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7am. you conduct rituals to save face and pretend your eyes don't wander, spitting lesser evils through bared teeth but grown men don't sleep with teddy bears. grown men don't wet their lips at old pictures and let their hands wander over baggy clothes; grown men don't beg for forgiveness. 'pray or he will burn you' ; that itch, that rhythm it commands, over-powers you. you're trying and dying, tr... » Continue Reading
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it's not 6am when i'm writing this but its about to be. i've been busy -- it's weird, but i'm stressed the hell out. i feel like i'm simultaneously not doing enough and doing way too much. the world is falling apart, it's 60f in december, and i'm here making shirts and pins about it. welcome to adulthood, i guess. anyway, i miss cable. i'm sleep deprived and wanna watch trash tv, or just whatever ... » Continue Reading
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i have a flu / head-cold thing, and lemme tell you, that shit does not pair well with my habitual insomnia. i feel beyond float-y. i've been trying to get some work done but it all feels like kind of a mute point because even with medicine in me, i'm basically a wet piece of spaghetti right now. i'm like one non-restful night away from just saying fuck it and laying in bed all day, just not contri... » Continue Reading
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there's no songs about them, there's nothing to soothe that semi-open wound when you fuck up a friendship, except just time -- and time only helps if it isn't your fault. i'd want to say i miss you but that feels selfish, and i'd want to say i miss those boston promises and broken clocks and too-high high beams, but that feels wrong. i can't fix things, and i don't think you'd even want me to -- d... » Continue Reading
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i made pecan pie bars today -- that was fun. i've literally never made them before. i also doodled some in my new sketchbook/journal but i feel like i've literally forgotten how to draw traditionally. or like, how to draw in general, honestly. i don't know if it's just because i haven't done it in awhile or what, but it's annoying -- i feel like nothing i draw from scratch actually looks good. pi... » Continue Reading
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i woke up at 2pm and i literally feel like i'm hungover but i guess that's what i get for staying up until 7:30 in the morning ???? because what kind of idiot does that lmao anyway my mom's doing thanksgiving prep and my whole house smells like gravy and bread -- she always makes homemade stuffing so she buys like, a shit load of bread at the grocery store and breaks it all down, and dries it out ... » Continue Reading
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i think i think too much -- i think that's my problem. i'm all caught up and tangled, trying to make something fit, trying to walk this line between self and whole -- between person and performance -- and it's nothing anyone ever even asked of me. i don't know how to merge the two and it's frustrating. i feel like a copy of a copy, of a run-down stereotype; and maybe that's all i'm good for. maybe... » Continue Reading
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i just spent like half an hour trying to add pics to a blog post on here and it just straight up didn't work -- i don't know if i'm just doing something wrong or what, but it's kinda annoying. i tried doing the image insert with the imgur link and it didn't work, so i tried just embedding them as a block-quote, and that still didn't work. i have a feeling it's probably just user error, so i proba... » Continue Reading
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