Forgive me father for i have sinned Wash it away And do it again oh father For I may take another sip Even when its poison that meets thy lip Until my eyes open the light will dim And I will continue to sink before i can swim For when the light stops And the clouds fade away I lay in your lap My decision be made » Continue Reading
This time a year I dont really know what to feel. Its like the girl that was hurt inside wants to come alive. The memories pop up and I feel it over and over again and no one knows how that feels. They can understand but only to an extent. What am I supposed to feel and how do I know if its actually real. Everyone has left. I am alone again. I smile and try my best reminding myself that its okay f... » Continue Reading
My heart is withered and worn Rip to pieces and torn Storm after storm Each lesson im forced to learn Is another corner im supposed to turn That smile I wore ear to ear » Continue Reading
My heart be made I want to stay Vulnerability is what i seek I retain your words like souls to keep The words linger beneath my skin Peeling back i see within The scars go deeper than the blade On the floor my soul's displayed Like a picture burned in stone My free spirit leaves to roam Gathering the peices I chose to pray You made me feel at home My fears at bay » Continue Reading
I look within My reflection stares Feeling my skin Its not what I wear Its not what I say I cry as I take a step back who am i? I feel unfamilar with my own body The reflection of the body that I just stay That is why I pretend and play That I am not the person with whom I pray Just another body at bay I cant look » Continue Reading
There is this person I want to be. There is so much beauty in her, but I can't help but feel deceived. Every day is the same routine. The days are getting longer, in this place made for me. It wasn't your looks or you're pretty face. It was the way you light up the room with every pace. The way you made me feel will forever have first place. I see these beautiful things and can't help but think of... » Continue Reading
I have sat in this bed warm and open, like arms that won't let go. maybe it only stays because I can't let it go. I hold desperately. 'Please stay' I plead. It did. Through every memory. I replay the memories. When I was with you it was always right. Then I left... My goodbye not long enough. Holding the things you gave me; they took them away. 11 other girls and yet I had never felt so alone. I ... » Continue Reading