i feel like my meds aren’t working again because my libido came back :/ it’s literally been dead for so long also my depressive episodes are back and though they’re not as severe they still drain me a ton and i’m struggling doing anything besides watch youtube and tiktok, i need to try and find a psychiatrist to give me better meds bc the ones i’m on are just the only ones my doctor could give me ... » Continue Reading
bc family life is god awful, my almost 70 year old grandmother is having to take care of my 8 year sister and 4 year old brother back at my mom's apartment. she said she'll stop by every now and then but she'll be there for the majority of the time i feel so bad, i have to keep my distance though because if i get too involved i risk my abuser getting back in my life. but she's way too old to be ta... » Continue Reading
i made them this drawing for their bday its their pets as clowns i also send them a very gay message saying how much i love them and how important » Continue Reading
i always think i’m terrible at art until i have the right materials and take time like rn making this dumb little fanart of abby from ncis and penelope from criminal minds it’s coming out like so good and almost exactly how i pictured it and even tho i’m pretty shit with anatomy i’m liking how i did it here for a while i really didn’t like my art, mostly because it’s not super stylized imo its pre... » Continue Reading
my family situation is very bad and i have a lot of trauma so whenever my grandma asks me to go back to my old house or even interact with my siblings for too long i start to like have horrible panic attacks and nausea my family very much downplays my experience but then what i talk about it to them they get so upset and uncomfortable and angry that all that happened to me and they either didn’t d... » Continue Reading
like the biggest thing i hate that she does is that she makes a HUGE mess in the kitchen every time she cooks and then i can't cook because there's like ingredients and dishes everywhere and the counter is either filled with crumbs or stinky and she'll just leave it like that for the whole day until she wants to cook again and then REPEATS RHE PROCESS so annoying like i don't like having to clean ... » Continue Reading