I officially turned into a legal adult (18) in February and I graduated in May if this year. Have some goals lined up to attempt to do this year. Like get my state I.D, passport and driver's license, and attempt therapy again. A parent of mine argues it isn't nessaecary and I can technically do all these things at anytime. I've had too many delays though and I don't wanna postpone longer than I ha... » Continue Reading
I know I've becomed a selfish person this year. And my empathy is very lacking when it comes to facial expression and tone. I'm so tired of trying to seem normal, that I could care less. I'm always gonna be wrong, so might aswell be wrong and defensive. I'm not a mean girl by nature, I just got progressively worse. I've tried getting therapy and I always miss my therapy appointments. If their is a... » Continue Reading
I've been put on almost 2 weeks after-school detention because of tardies. (I have 12 so far.) You know the systems fucked when being absent has less consequences than being tardy. Made a few new friends, one who I particularly enjoy disappointing with my antics but they enjoy my company nonetheless. Homecoming is next week and my stuff I ordered and thrifted is just arriving. Going for a black, ... » Continue Reading
Gosh. Just the fact that I get too be around her is enought o make me flustered. When I wave to her and she waves back to me I just can't help but feel motivated to continue my day. She really makes that big of a difference in my life. Even if she will only ever sees me as a friend I will stay in her life as long as can. This is my one selfish desire. » Continue Reading
Went to prom with my bestie and it was fun! I love how everyone started to dance upon the wobble baby song playing. The DJ they hired played some Pitbull, cha cha slide, and cupid shuffle. Mostly playing 2000s music and the rare country and latino remix song. Best part was when they played 'Apple Bottom Jeans' to try and get the prom king and queen candidates to dance before revealing the winners.... » Continue Reading
I've said it in my bulletin earlier before but an old friend invited me to prom. But now I'm panicking on the dress or tux to wear. I have 2 fancy dresses I thrifted at a garage sale last year. I'm trying to find local businesses that can help me make adjustments if possible/needed. She also sent me a picture in her dress that looked very prom-like but said I could be casually dressed if I want 't... » Continue Reading
My fucking mouth was so numb after getting my fillings. Poked at the numb side of my mouth, it was so weird I started biting the inside of my mouth for a reaction. I got jack-in-the-box after and bought 2 DVD films at our local thrift shop. Got my new incense stick burner in. Figured if my siblings lost the last I should upgrade from the wooden one to a layed back skeleton chilling in the ground.C... » Continue Reading