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why im retiring from life

Category: Life

im actually not i just hate it and stuff. like, I DONT WANNA LOOK AT THE YEARBOOK PICTURES!!! my hair looked like shit during the day when we took the photo ONLY LIKE WTF why does it look sick just the day after i needed it to look good!!!! also my smile is disgusting so its gonna hurt to look at myself the voices will not like it!!!  bye » Continue Reading

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IM SO FUCKING MAD

Category: Life

i literally had the worse day, we took yearbook pictures today and i think i looked awful!!! and so did the voices inside my head!!! i couldnt concentrate because of the voices telling me shit stuff and making me all anxious i turn all my sadness into rage which is kinda sad and then when i came back home everything is fucking trashed (I CLEANED YESTERDAY) because my stupid brothers are careless a... » Continue Reading

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I dont KNOW

Category: Life

My mom is making me take more antidepressants, like it's gonna work!!!! I've been taking them for 3 years and I've already taken the dose that she's trying to make me take  Stop fucking treating me like your patient, you can't just change my medication because you are a doctor Also why does she even think I will show her my scars, im not showing her anything!!!  Stop being concerned and stupid, yo... » Continue Reading

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Im at my lowest

Category: Life

I'm so tired, I cried for 3 hours because of the voices, everything hurts :(  I'm getting an appointment with my doctor tomorrow  Bye :( » Continue Reading

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why will no one listen to me

Category: Life

please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me please listen to me ... » Continue Reading

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july

Category: Life

hello, im very excited for this month. im reading vampire the masquerade book, so i can play with my friends as soon as i finish reading it. its a roleplaying game, like dnd but about vampires also ive made 2 drawings which i like, and my friends seem to like them too i went to a birthday party 3 days ago, i had a really good time  also in 3 weeks im going to go to a cabin for a week with a friend... » Continue Reading

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MY FRIEND IS SO CUTE

Category: Blogging

IM NOT FUCKING KIDDING  THEY LOOK LIKE A LITERAL ANGEL !!!!!! I MIGHT DIE FROM HOW CUTE THEY ARE!!!  » Continue Reading

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Vacations are boring and so is this blog

Category: Blogging

Hii, I've been on vacations for a week (almost) and it's been boring, mostly because out of all my friends I've only talked to 2 of them, why? Bc fuck everyone. I know they don't like me, only chris does. "Hey Chris you where my only friend" is such a real lyric, thanks fall out boy I've also been drawing and painting. I have two journals, a normal one and one where I draw (it's like a sketchbook ... » Continue Reading

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seasonal depression

Category: Life

i always get so depressed on summer, and i can never enjoy the nice weather because of it in general, i cant enjoy anything when im on summer vacations i dont wanna talk to anyone so im writting this blog i wish my friends loved me enough to talk to me on vacations, not only when we're at school or when they need something i wish they cared enough, but i cant complain since i know im not as import... » Continue Reading

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i broke up with my bf

Category: Romance and Relationships

i broke up with him like a week ago and and i think he forgot about me already, i think he blocked me on whatsapp but im not sure i asked him if we could still be friends and told me to give him some time to ''process our break up'' and i just said ok   » Continue Reading

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loneliness

Category: Friends

On weekends everyone no one rlly talks to me, like, they do nothing all day and they still won't talk to me. Is it selfish to think like that?  I do talk to them, but I never seem like an option, let alone the first option. I just wanna have friends that truly love me and aren't with me just because I need them, but because we both need each other   » Continue Reading

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blogging before going on a trip with no computer

Category: Blogging

i think its going to be pretty fun, its a class trip to a catholic thingy and ill share a room with 2 of my friends, the other 2 will have their own room  they say the best part of the trip is the food, and i cant wait to see if its true  im gonna miss my boyfriend. i have to buy him gifts because rn hes a bit depressed these days, but ill have to do it after the trip.  im also going to miss the p... » Continue Reading

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