seasonal depression

i always get so depressed on summer, and i can never enjoy the nice weather because of it

in general, i cant enjoy anything when im on summer vacations

i dont wanna talk to anyone so im writting this blog

i wish my friends loved me enough to talk to me on vacations, not only when we're at school or when they need something

i wish they cared enough, but i cant complain since i know im not as important 

ive been playing the sims 4 a lot, its pretty fun

but i havent been practicing my instruments or making art, i feel so unmotivated to do anything, even to get out of my room or get dressed