chat is having a painful anxious feeling triggered by seemingly nothing to the extent you feel like if youre not completely disconnected constantly you need to hurt yourself to cope with how disorganized your brain is and feel the need to say random shit or repeat phrases not to have meaning but just to try to manage whatever the fuck is going on with your brain normal or am i on the schizopjrenic... » Continue Reading
wow i do be yappin tho…. i’m sorry for the yappery…….. :((((((;;(;););):(.. i’m gonna go wtnv now time to STOP that YAPPING (having a human consciousness) sorry kaden i’ve been spinning in circles for three hours………. ehehehehhHhheheh but that’s so mean :(( i need to stop them rotation i need to stop spinning i need to -vane » Continue Reading
ehehhehehehhhhe the KHOSHEKH plushie!! the!! the cat the cat!! i love the khoshekh plushie!! it’s my sun!! my entire real universe!! the center of existence!! the north pole!! the south pole!! every single appalachian mountain!! the khoshekh plushie is a dark planet….. just above my head…… with churning seas and jagged mountains……….. i’m sure i’ll be fine i want to touch it i think im going to ... » Continue Reading
i’ll drag my own lips into a smile if i have to if i lost it someday would i be able to hide it? the person i am behind closed doors is unmanageable unstable i want to feel anger i do feel anger but no one’s ever gonna see that i’ll be the shoulder to cry on i’ll be someone’s “p-chan” i hate being texted in that way it makes me feel repulsed i want to vomit pry at my face in » Continue Reading
every day i walk around with my brain drowning somewhere nothing feels real people around me are just… people days can go by faster than when i blink i haven’t been myself and more and more people are noticing why does that bother me so much? isn’t nothing real? when i listen to wtnv things around me stop existing and i’m drifting in some void it’s not comforting at all but it’s better(?) » Continue Reading
im so anxious for literally no reason i feel physically ill i cannot stand being in a classroom any longer i want to scream at everyone -Kaden » Continue Reading