im out of touch

every day i walk around with my brain drowning somewhere 

nothing feels real

people around me are just… people 

days can go by faster than when i blink 

i haven’t been myself

and more and more people are noticing 

why does that bother me so much? 

isn’t nothing real?

when i listen to wtnv 

things around me stop existing

and i’m drifting in some void 

it’s not comforting at all

but it’s better(?) 

when i’m like this

wednesday is cancelled and mountains aren’t real 

why do i believe this without an inkling of a question?

it’s in my head and i’m not sure if im mad about it 

i’m out of touch 

-vane