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Reya passed away about 8 weeks ago and last night i had such a realistic dream of her texting me saying she was okay and well. It felt so fucking real and the feeling of knowing it wasnt real and knowing it was just a dream. Shit has me and all i hope is that shes at peace with herself and at peace with the universe. She deserves the best really, Rest in peace Reya 🫶 » Continue Reading
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I got suspended from school so just chillen in bed gonna get high af and try to find some food around here might just have to make a classic pb&j because i pretty much only have bread and jelly fr 👍 » Continue Reading
Category: Life
When those mental issues kick in and you start to hate the whole world for every reason possible 🫶 » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Ughhhaaaa Every time something is going even slightly right something goes wrong and it pisses me off like ughhhhaaaaa i wanna keep everything to myself now but then it’ll seem like im so closed off but i genuinely am so tired of having everything go downhill all the time Im gonna start shutting the fuck up and not saying a word about what i think thanks » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Its Monday April 1st 2022 and i am currently in class (peer mediation to be specific) its 12:22 pm we get out in about 5 minutes then lunch lol i like hanging out in the cafeteria but they always end up kicking us out its sad anyways bored and i need to cough i think its so embarrassing coughing in class idc when others do it but if i do it i cant handle the heat Okay im gonna pack my stuff up a... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I wish my brain can shut up i wish i can shut up i wish the whole world could shut up i just want everything to go quiet and everything to be okay i don wanna be reminded every fucking second how much of a fuck up i am and i don't wanna be here anymore i sincerely cannot anymore and im so close so so so close to giving up everything is so shitty everyone is so shitty i want to be ok i want to b... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
My whole entire spring break consisted of hanging out with the same 3 people.. yes i hung out with others but i was always either with one of the three or all of them lol does that make sense idk i had fun i guess the second week i was supposed to do all my work but i didnt because i went out everyday to do stupid shit and kinda just forgot about my responsibilities but i will try to make it all... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I love being that one person who humbles tf outta people like everyone i know says things just to say it but my words match my actions and my actions match my words lol i just know that im the only bitch out there who just because you’re fine or just because you have followers doesnt mean ima dick ride you i love it i love being vvx i love doing the things i do » Continue Reading
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Today i didnt do much lol jk i wasn’t supposed to go out because i went out yesterday and sunday and Saturday and friday and all of last week i havent had time to rest except monday but its ok bcuz i dont need to rest i 🫶 being out and away from where i live:) today i hung out with bambi and opez lol i love them they my besties fr!!! We were supposed to go to the pool so walked upstairs and into... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Yesterday under the bridge my friends and i got political and we started talking about a lot of things that people are scared 2 talk about and i loved it because i always kept everything to myself since the whole world is a bunch of pussies now lol but being able to let out just a little bit of what i TRULY think fulfilled something in me i didnt think needed to be fulfilled:) i didnt speak my ful... » Continue Reading
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Hi its 10:58 AM as i write this i had to delete what i wrote before because i guess i wrote something against the rules lol i just talked about how my cousins were in a ditch they were found there with no heads LOL how fun anyways its 11:06 AM now im bored gonna eat a chip for breakfast thanks » Continue Reading
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