Yo Kitsune Here!!! Sorry about not posting for a while I was off just doing my own stuff for a bit but I'm back with a nice blog post this time! Recently my birthday passed and it was quite fun I got to see my family, hang out and watch random stuff while eating a boat load of food (made me a bit sick I ate a lot oof) So yeah I haven't been on much cause of that and I'm gonna keep myself to the... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! Ok so I know I said I was gonna have a better entry yesterday but I just ended up skipping the day since nothing much happened in relation to what I was saying in the previous entries. In other news I feel like I'm getting better and recovering a slight amount and although there has been a few hiccups (one very recent which I'm not proud of) and dumb thoughts I think it's going ... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! Nothing much to report on today actually I've had less thoughts about the girl I liked today thanks to having a good convo with Mr Rat for a bit. Tommorow there's going to be a more interesting report, possibly similar to the last 5 but hopefully not as depressing. I've been practising more on my keyboard and I think I'm getting a tiny bit better which is always a good thing. M... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! I really want to stop thinking about some of the stuff I do man, I'm only making myself upset by constantly stating my girl issues, my thoughts are getting worse each day. I know I'm being broad on the term thoughts but it's just me thinking of issues there might be with me like I don't know if it's myself physically or my personality or my sayings or what. It's genuinely takin... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! I've just had a sod moment right now unfortunately. I was thinking about stuff I shouldn't think of cause it will have a bad effect on my health. Only Mr Rat knows what these thoughts are and I'm glad only he knows, I'm just upset that I've gone back to that way of thinking. I don't know what to do right now really... I'm trying my hardest to move on but there just isn't a good ... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! The girl I liked now knows about my blogs now, It's quite oofie I really like writing these stuffs day by day but I feel like I got to be careful in what I say on here now just in case she finds my account (she knows I make them not the account) and considering what the last few posts are about it seems like there's gonna be another 'Awkward' blog post round the corner. I'm ... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! This day was literally the same as yesterday except a little better, I'm trying to recover best I can but its hard if I got to see them everyday, I really should move on but its hard to let go, best way to describe myself is down bad lmao Currently trying to get into hobbies like figure collecting and instruments and such, whether or not ill be good at the second is up for debat... » Continue Reading
Yo, Kitsune Here!!! Today was quite similar to yesterday really... I've recently realised that rejection had worse effects than I originally thought unfortunately, I feel very awkward around the girl I liked now and I cant really not interact with her as she's in my friend group, not that I wouldn't want to anyway its just something that even if I would want to change it I really couldn't, I've ... » Continue Reading
Yo Kitsune Here!!! Today wasn't too bad, I was a bit awkward around the girl I mentioned in my last post today but that's to be expected, from the looks of it she still likes talking to me so its not all bad. Some of my friends didn't know about the situation and kept making jokes like they normally did about me liking her so I had to laugh it off. my friend (mentioned in last post) was looking w... » Continue Reading
Yo, how's it hangin? Kitsune here and today I didn't find out good news sadly... Apparently the girl I liked for around 4 years said she didn't like me back but to not hurt my feelings she decided to ask my friend to tell me for her, its honestly understandable » Continue Reading