Yo Kitsune Here!!!
I think this is just how I feel when left alone for a while cause Mr Rat hasn't been online today cause there's sum issues with his WiFi and I usually talk to him quite a bit. Recently when I've been with the person I liked (I'm saying liked because even though I'm still attracted to her a small amount I don't want to give myself any wiggle space for potential thoughts) I didn't really think about much relationship stuff it was just more being awkward around her now knowing how she feels so I felt like I was getting better but now that I'm alone with my thoughts I just think about stuff that could (not) of been and such...
I am very sorry for filling my blogs up with this garbage no one wants to read it really, I use this only as replacement for talking to Mr Rat about these issues cause I feel like I bother him a lot with it and it just takes up his time to hear me vent, he already knows a lot more than I'd tell most. I know that most people on here won't be able to stand reading essentially what is the same blog post over and over again but with a different date and small variations, I really do wish to change what I put on here and focus on the stuff I want to but it's hard and I'll recover when I can. There's going to be a very nice day coming up so my spirits will be lifted then.
Thanks for reading my ramblings.
Stay Safe, Kitsune Out!!!
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