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Grief doesn't have an expiration date

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Insecurity

Category: Romance and Relationships

you say the words you tell me that you'll never grow tired of me you send sweet texts you tell me you miss me when we are a part but I can't help but feel disconnected from you I can't help feeling like there is someone else occupying your thoughts. this seems to happen when I allow myself to trust you completely. my brain starts finding loop holes or reasons to doubt you it seeks out all the reas... » Continue Reading

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Songs.

Category: Romance and Relationships

Almost every couple has a song, right? Sometimes multiple songs. I love when someone hears a song and thinks of me and tells me about it. I remember it forever. That's one of the things that made me fall in love with my husband. He would hear a song and say "this made me think of you or of us". But when I ask him what our song is.... he doesn't know. He doesn't remember. And that hurts............... » Continue Reading

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The Notebook

Category: Friends

It's funny. I've been good. Letting go. Accepting. Finally okay. And then.... The Notebook. You know the scene where Noah asks her to forget about everyone else and just focus on what she wants? Yea.... That scene makes me question everything. And now I am sitting here. Missing you. Crying. Listening to stupid songs. Wishing I could just talk to you. But I remind myself of the only thing that real... » Continue Reading

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Grief Doesn't Have An Expiration Date

Category: Writing and Poetry

I have made it to the other side. I didn't think I would ever arrive. I have grieved the loss of our friendship for almost four years. Just because I have accepted that it is over, doesn't mean that I don't still miss you or hope that we will be friends again some day. I have just accepted what is. But now, I am grieving the loss of my other best friend. It's hard to believe he's been gone for alm... » Continue Reading

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All That You Are

Category: Writing and Poetry

When it comes to you I don't wear rose colored glasses I don't have a tainted memory I remember the good And the bad The happy And the sad I remember it all I don't hold onto an unrealistic version Of you I know who you are I know your demons Your darkest secrets Your greatest regrets And inspite of it all I love you All that you were All that you are All that you will become I love you All of you » Continue Reading

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Letting Go

Category: Writing and Poetry

letting you go isn't easy grieving the loss of you  missing you wishing things could be the way they once were but knowing things change change is inevitable i'm going to keep trying to let you go i won't stop until i'm there i have accepted that i will always love you letting you go is necessary it is what you have done it is what i need to do you made it look so easy but i know how hard it was f... » Continue Reading

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15 Years

Category: Writing and Poetry

Tomorrow is the anniversary of your death. It will mark 15 years since you took your life. I miss you. I miss your laugh. I miss hearing you sing. I miss going to your house, just to hang out. I miss our talks. I wish I could bring you back. I wish they could have saved you from yourself. I wish you were here to see your grand kids. I wish you were here to meet mine. You were the life of the party... » Continue Reading

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you're happy now

Category: Friends

I know you're never going to come back in to my life. I know I need to let it go. I miss you. you were my safe place. my go-to when things became too heavy.  you were the hand that I could hold.  I miss the feeling of your thumb stroking my hand. your hugs are still my favorite. I am happy for you. And I wish you well. I know you're better off without me. It's so good to see the light back in your... » Continue Reading

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