I just read my other blog entries, and boy oh boy they are very ... let's just say kind of edgy. So, I have almost 17? days left before I turn 20. It's crazy that I got this far in my years of living. Sometimes I still think to myself if I am actually living. I've been having a lot of dilemmas and fomos here and there, but if I disappear completely in my other socials, I will know who actually gen... » Continue Reading
Hello again! I have good news and some thoughts for this blog. The good news is that I am enrolled for the 2nd semester!!! I am excited and not at the same time. I am catching up with some activities that my blockmates have done for the past few weeks this weekend. Some thoughts that I want to share for this blog is about disliking social media. I have used social media a lot on a daily basis sinc... » Continue Reading
I just want to go to school. I am so scared. I don't know what I'm doing. I have no idea why I am sabotaging myself. Do I deserve suffering that much at this very point? Maybe I do. I should just shut up and put up with it. I am scared of my future. I don't know if things will end well. I hope things will end well. I just want to remain hopeful. » Continue Reading
I am taking a little break from doing my tasks which I haven't started yet after 30 minutes. I just want to express that I dislike the confusion that I've been feeling for months now. I am not really sure if I want to continue college but if I drop out, I wouldn't be able to have a decent CV nor get a job with 6 digits salary. I'm a little lost in life. Well, not a little, I am actually just lost.... » Continue Reading