Today is a sad day, I think she gave up on me, today she stopped following me on social media and that left me devastated, I'm crying a lot because I love her so much, and I realized that I've done enough to show that, I just hope I recover because I'm broken, I just wish her to be happy if that's the case, I don't wish anything bad on her, I just wish she understands how much I loved her :( » Continue Reading
I feel like I've lost a part of my heart. Just thinking about how much time we spent together makes me feel sick. Knowing that I caused all of this. Now I try to talk to you in silence because maybe you won't accept me anymore. I think you're tired, but my head screams (you need her, make it work again). That's good, but it leaves me with a horrible hope and makes me think about the times we laugh... » Continue Reading
Lately it's been really hard to live when you have 1000 thoughts in your head, man I hate that, everything you do you think about every fucking detail. I'm going through a downturn where the memories get stronger and the problems add to all of this and I simply feel hateful, sad, and I treat the people I love very badly. I don't know what to do about it but I know that this is killing me inside by... » Continue Reading
Today I had a strange feeling in my heart. Sometimes I feel left out, but I feel this way because maybe I love her. Sometimes I feel insecure because I think I'm getting in the way, so I stay quiet, but inside I want to be closer, to share the moment. I just don't want to keep this bottled up anymore, pretending that everything is okay. I want to be as sincere as possible and tell you that you are... » Continue Reading