jeremy- what happened?? ??- and what I feel here is confusing jeremy-can you say ??- I feel like I'm a burden to her, I'm just like a colleague, she has her friends and I keep running after them to talk jeremy- why don't you talk to her? ??- One part of my head says, say it all and get it over with and another says wait a little longer.. jeremy-Don't you think you should get this over with? ... » Continue Reading
I started watching evangelion because I've wanted to watch it for a long time but I couldn't because there were other things that interested me, but now I have time and I just discovered that this is incredible, the art the story, the characters, man are all well done and full of content, I haven't watched everything yet but I'm sure I'll finish watching, because besides everything he's from 97 so... » Continue Reading
omg, today I discovered on 4chan a band that was lost and they found it in a thrift store and it's really hyped now, man I love the history of bands like that, I love Japanese or underground bands, it makes me feel unique when I listen to music that almost no one listens to, I can recommend something to you :) @keyframes spin { 100% { transform:rot » Continue Reading
My god, I was playing one of my favorite car games on the PS2 and man, what a wonderful feeling! I can't feel happier! Man, I love the vibe this game gives off. It gives me nostalgia and comfort because I remember when I played as a child and crashed into everything:p » Continue Reading
Today I talked to her because I felt like she treated me like a colleague, but I still have feelings for her and I told her to value more what I did and do for her. She told me a story, about how she was very attached and that made me think that I'm the attached one now, but it's a feeling. I still feel love for her, but she said we're just friends. I don't know if this will work no matter how har... » Continue Reading
Well, after doing some things I like, my head cleared and I thought: man, I'm so cool, I do cool things and sometimes these thoughts come because I have nothing to do sometimes, but now I'm calmer, I'm still going to try more calmly, because it's a feeling I still like her :) » Continue Reading
I don't think I'm okay, I went back to listening to Black by Pearl Jam and I came to the conclusion that I'm back to square 0, I went back to the end of 2024 when we broke up, and listening to this song is making me cry a lot, it makes me think about how it could have worked out if it weren't for me, that it could have worked out if it weren't for my mistakes, I cry because I feel so sorry that I ... » Continue Reading
Hi guys, how are you? I'm better from the crisis already in advance and I'm happier today because I did different things, but I was washing dishes and I thought about her, yeah I still like her but, with all the mess I made I think she doesn't like me back anymore. However, we might be fine, but I miss he » Continue Reading
I don't know why I am like this, I don't know how I try to somehow be beautiful or something, I was looking at posts on Instagram and I realized that I'm not very beautiful as I think I am, I try to change but I continue to be horrible, every time I try to take a photo I delete it instantly because it turned out horrible, I try to do my best to be nice to myself but I can't, I'm weird and I don't ... » Continue Reading
Hi everyone, just stopping by to wish you a good Saturday and today I'm going to do something really cool with some people on Blender this afternoon, like they're going to give me opinions on a project of mine and other projects they announce there, it's really cool because my project could also become famous, but anyway, I came to tell you why I was thinking about talking to her about this, becau... » Continue Reading
Guys, I forgot to say that there's a girl in the class that everyone hates, and to make matters worse, she decided to cut what she calls her hair. I don't know what's gotten into her, but she's a pain in the ass. She talks really loudly about people, especially when my name comes to her mouth. I hate her with all my might. I try to be nice but I can't. She talks bad about a lot of people, and to m... » Continue Reading
As promised, I'm alive again. It wasn't very nice having slept all afternoon feeling really hot, but anyway, I bought new clothes, I'm very happy, and I'm editing again in Blender (this time something comes out of there). I just saw a video of Mistki explaining that movie theater thing and I really wanted to go. I never turn down a show :D Hey, I talked to her today, it was really cool too. Somed... » Continue Reading