i read this article about autism love languages and i relate to every single one and i feel like they're so specific and i thought i was one of the few people that do this but i was very wrong and it's actually an autism thing, which i had no idea. i have been asked by multiple friends and some family members if i've "ever considered getting tested for austim/adhd" and honestly i might have adhd o... » Continue Reading
july 24, 2024 at 1:18 AM (from my notes app) im saur tired of everything i feel like the energy has been sucked out of me and i've also been realizing a lot of things lately: im a jealous person ESPECIALLY now i lowkey hate myself but what the freak im so mentally over my accounting class and im anxious thinking about going back to uni i hope i survive and excel (and dont wanna kms) the politics r... » Continue Reading
i can feel myself growing growing out of the purple painted walls that i call my room growing out of graphic tees and ripped denim shorts growing out of people who no longer align with me growing out of my comfort zone » Continue Reading
song of the day: nostalgic montage this morning i was pretty depressed. well, more like empty kinda. i'm still not sure how to describe what i was feeling, but definitely down and negative. my mom reminded me that i don't want anything in life. i have no big dreams for myself. i don't have drive or moti » Continue Reading
to let myself be used in so many ways mentally emotionally physically... it's unlike me at all i knew how it was going to end but i ignored it all all for the plot for the fun of it i'm disgusted with myself my priorities all jumbled who am i? who is this? i look in the mirror and i don't recognize myself i don't know who i am anymore then again i never did i'm always lear » Continue Reading
heyy internet :3 today i wanna talk about something that has been on my mind these past couple weeks and i felt like i need to share it w y'all. the whole concept of being perceived really is strange, the fact that versions of yourself exist in other people's minds. we can never truly understand how someone else will perceive us, we can only understand our self perception. i've been struggling wi... » Continue Reading
she is a mega ultra SLUT! don't trust that whore. she is a liar and she is stinky. she doesn't shower daily and her vagina most likely has crust and some mutant creation brewing in there. if you want an undiscovered STD... she's your girl! otherwise... stay away from that SKANK! » Continue Reading
i'm so sick of instagram and yk what i wanna hop on here and just rant about it. it's so boring, basically everyone is just on there trying to see what's the best they can possibly look, i feel like no one has any personality on there (at least the public accounts anyways). it's just so boring and i'm tired of feeling like i'm immediately going to get judged as soon as i think about posting someth... » Continue Reading