thinking about it and i really do like having my friends added on social platforms and stuff cz then i can talk to them more and its fun. and then i remember they can see my posts and i get weirdly paranoid. esp with like art and stuff idk why. embarrassing i guess. should start making online friends so that im. not insanely lonely whenever people r offline but people are kinda scary idk. im not ... » Continue Reading
i keep forgetting this site exists tbh. its kinda scary posting stuff like literally anywhere cz i know people read it and i am umm scared of being perceived. also my friends know most of my accounts so itskind aajsjdjh. they also know this one hi guys. been feeling like shit recently. forever thinking about the past. i really miss last year even though i was miserable all the time and only had li... » Continue Reading
like none of my entry things have actual titles anywau this site is so laggy 4 me 2day.. i feel like sharing something stupid uuhhhdhh. apparently when i was like 4 i had. problems with falling down stairs and it happened too often i think. my mom was always concerned but she told me id get up and id basically be fine. i thibk that mightve done something to my head actually maybe thats why im lik... » Continue Reading
ttthinking about school. it starts again in like 3/4 days i Really dont want to go back tbh. last year i felt insanely anxious and nauseous all the time every day iii do not want to go back to that. ill have more than 1 person i can actually talk to this year so i guess thats different » Continue Reading