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i keep forgetting this site exists tbh. its kinda scary posting stuff like literally anywhere cz i know people read it and i am umm scared of being perceived. also my friends know most of my accounts so itskind aajsjdjh. they also know this one hi guys.

been feeling like shit recently. forever thinking about the past. i really miss last year even though i was miserable all the time and only had like 1 actual friend at school. mostly missing my old art style i cant draw like that anymore it makes me sad :( my old art was so cute

idk what to type uhhh. being ventish like a loser i guess. i feel scared and nauseous all the time its so bleeggh. i keep managing to convince myself of dumb shit like. if i fall asleep im going to die. then i sleep and i wake up and im alive and im fine

been progressing w building the stupid story in my head so thats yay :9 i am so deeply attached to these dumb characters i made when i was 13 its kinda crazy

also 2 tests tomorrow. i dont mind cz its chemistry and web design and those classes r really easy and i like them theyre fun to me