blahhh

thinking about it and i really do like having my friends added on social platforms and stuff cz then i can talk to them more and its fun. and then i remember they can see my posts and i get weirdly paranoid. esp with like art and stuff idk why. embarrassing i guess. 

should start making online friends so that im. not insanely lonely whenever people r offline but people are kinda scary idk. im not good at keeping up with messaging anyway. urgh