"Questioning my life choices.. "
Mentally Overwhelmed, Emotionally Fâ¨cked
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Category: Life
Moving sucks. It'll be happening in about a week, hopefully sooner. I am just waiting on verification from the apartment owner. This is all so stressful. I just want it to be over and to move on from this. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Time passes so quickly, and you think there's enough precious moments to spend with those you love. It slipped through my fingers and before I knew it life had stolen so many away from me. Dad, you lived such a weird and wonderful life. It was a wild time and I hope you found peace with those that were i » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Not me seeing a video of a fawn walking up to a woman, crying out in distress. She softly said, while choking up: "I'm not your mom.." I healed the Father wound, with my Dad's help. Now I guess it's time to work on the Mother wound. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
6/25/2022 11:14am It'll be two years this month since he left this world. I've been trying to sort through my feelings and deal with the his passing. Death isn't something that most people know how to handle. When a loved one leaves this world, you're left with the remnants of their life and the longing to hold them one more time. It seeps into my soul, we can't ignore this feeling. Pain demands t... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Murky thoughts. Twisted Ideals. A monsters doll. I was bent into the shape of whoever got their hands on me. Posed and dressed however they wished. Did I ever have thoughts of my very own? Tossed away in what had once been a gilded cage, now lay rusted and in ruin. Dust collects on my broken form and I weep. Tears streak down my bruised face. I cry by no one can hear me. Is this all there is? ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I don't really feel right about celebrating Pride Month this year. It doesn't feel right with everything happening around the world. How can we celebrate when millions of people are being murdered and their rights are being stripped from them. Their homeland being taken.. I won't tell someone not to enjoy Pride. Because that goes against everything we've been fighting for. But, for me, it doesn't ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Resentment has settled deep within my soul. An ache that gnaws at me. A manic laugh rang out in the darkness of my being and I found myself struggling to find the right words to speak my truth. The words could no » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm really having a lot of trouble processing my emotions, and the grief that came with my Dad's passing. It will be nearly two years since throat/lung cancer and alcoholism took him. ( We all tried our hardest to help him to quit and get help. But he was a stubborn old git that refused to let anyone help him, let alone let his kid see him like that. ) My Dad was prideful. He never asked for help,... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I'm not exactly the most...diligent when it comes to content creation. ( In my teens and 20's, maybe. I had way more motivation and umph.) It isn't as though I don't want to, these days my mind gets overwhelmed with so many things and it feels like I'm drowning. There are so many worlds in my mind I want to share, so much twisted art I want to create...but I don't feel like it would ever go anywh... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Not sure how to really start, but here we go.. Names don't really matter to me, at least in regards to myself. You can simply address me as "Void". It's the only one I'm really comfortable with at the moment. Unfortunately, I am an adult and not a opossum rummaging through the garbage. 32, disabled and struggling to teach myself how to draw and better my writing. ( It's a frustrating process, bu... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This feels so foreign to me. Like a dream lost long ago. Keeping a journal is about self expression, unleashing your soul in order to unburden the mind. It's something I think everyone should do at one point or another. But, I haven't done this since I was a teenager. A journal is meant to be sacred. Secret and for your eyes only. Yet my privacy was destroyed. My room invaded. No longer a safe... » Continue Reading
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