i was awakened by the undulating acids of hunger in my stomach. today tastes like mangoes and tea. reassurance, toastiness. it sounds like the pulsating bass and bizarre obscenity of old hip hop. does my cat love me or is he just hungry? » Continue Reading
what i'm listening 2: ...nothing actually. enjoying the empty noise. i have symphony in blue by kate bush stuck in my head. i was a kate bush fan before all of you tiktok bitches. so here are those lyrics: I spent a lot of my time looking at blue, The color of my room and my mood: Blue on the walls, blu » Continue Reading
what i'm listening 2: lana unreleased what i'm channeling: art nouveau half naked forest nymph in a femme commune what i'm excited for: waking up tomorrow and working on my choreography piece what i'm grateful for: pas de deux class i had on friday what » Continue Reading
i'll be 25 years old. it's really hard for me to predict my life beyond school, but i hope to be living in places big enough to dance in. i say places plurally because i will hopefully be moving around a lot before i find one place to stick to. i will be fluent in spanish by that point so i'll have a lot of options to choose from. my agenda will be to find places and people to make art with: chore... » Continue Reading
estoy deprimida your girl is spiraling...no amount of chick flicks can save me. i am crying incessantly and like...i just ate chili i guess and i'm listening to music and things are sort of looking up but very very slowly. is the moon in aries or something?? no: aquarius. much worse. this is why i'm getting all philosophical and schizoid. lemme show u what i just wrote down: one problem i have is ... » Continue Reading
my so called "adventure" was a total flop. all of maria's friends flaked + i forgot my wallet to pay for a wristband so all we did was walk around in the freezing cold and try to find something fun to do. "we" being me, maria and her endearingly timid boy toy JEREMIAH. that's right! i was third wheeling them!! HA HA HA MY LIFE IS SO SHIT IT MAKES ME CACKLE. wah wah wah. whatever. » Continue Reading
what i'm listening 2: i wish you roses - kali uchis what i'm grateful 4: the new friends i've made on spacehey! what i'm looking forward 2: the adventure maria is taking me on today after school!! i just wanna fast forwarrrrd omg what i'm channeling: serene + easygoing love interest in a 90s rom com current philosophy: the serenity prayer, » Continue Reading
my best friend is maria. i met her at the eating disorder recovery center. she was an ex-rhythmic gymnast from miami. she is very funny and very wild. she has all the boys all over her. her current boy toy whom she loves dearly is jeremiah but i like to call him jer-bear. after all of the experiences she's had throughout her life she has developed a degree of fearles » Continue Reading