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what i'm listening 2: ...nothing actually. enjoying the empty noise. i have symphony in blue by kate bush stuck in my head. i was a kate bush fan before all of you tiktok bitches. so here are those lyrics:
I spent a lot of my time looking at blue,
The color of my room and my mood:
Blue on the walls, blue out of my mouth;
The sort of blue between clouds, when the sun comes out,
The sort of blue in those eyes you get hung up about.
The color of my room and my mood:
Blue on the walls, blue out of my mouth;
The sort of blue between clouds, when the sun comes out,
The sort of blue in those eyes you get hung up about.
When that feeling of meaninglessness sets in,
Go blowing my mind on God:
The light in the dark, with the neon arms,
The meek He seeks, the beast He calms,
The head of the good soul department.
Go blowing my mind on God:
The light in the dark, with the neon arms,
The meek He seeks, the beast He calms,
The head of the good soul department.
I see myself suddenly
On the piano, as a melody.
My terrible fear of dying
No longer plays with me,
for now I know that I'm needed
For the symphony.
On the piano, as a melody.
My terrible fear of dying
No longer plays with me,
for now I know that I'm needed
For the symphony.
I associate love with red,
The colour of my heart when she's dead;
Red in my mind when the jealousy flies,
Red in my eyes from emotional ties,
Manipulation, the danger signs.
The colour of my heart when she's dead;
Red in my mind when the jealousy flies,
Red in my eyes from emotional ties,
Manipulation, the danger signs.
The more I think about sex, the better it gets.
Here we have a purpose in life:
Good for the blood circulation,
Good for releasing the tension,
The root of our reincarnations.
Here we have a purpose in life:
Good for the blood circulation,
Good for releasing the tension,
The root of our reincarnations.
I see myself suddenly
On the piano, as a melody.
My terrible fear of dying
No longer plays with me,
for now I know that I'm needed
For the symphony.
On the piano, as a melody.
My terrible fear of dying
No longer plays with me,
for now I know that I'm needed
For the symphony.
I spent a lot of my time looking at blue
No wonder that I blue it!
No wonder that I blue it!
what i'm channeling: nothing in particular. i'm wearing the crop top i thrifted and nobody has dress coded me bc i look so sexy and my abs are hard as a rock. lol. my horoscope says that my moon trine venus will grant me "good mood and romantic harmony" which i am feeling strongly right now. WAIT! I KNOW EXACTLY THE VIBE I'M EXUDING RN: a chocolate teddy gram. remember those? im one of those rn. also i am on my period and everything makes sense. you should see me when i ovulate. it's a warzone.
what i'm grateful 4: LEE (aka Love-Lee) knows my name and said "Hi Lilah" to me yesterday...today i will smile and wave at him. also my mother and i have reconciled from yesterday's fight which i am not gonna talk about because it's over now.
i wrote a poem for english class about maria:
She and I
I am mercurial and She is venusian
She is fearless and I am hostility to the unfamiliar
I am crying for everything and She has already spent up her tears
She is flirtation and I am hesitation
I am contraction and She is expansion
She is the song and I am the slinking tambourine in the background
I am the final girl and She is my free spirited foil
She is discerning and I take anything I can get
She will be alright when it’s ov
And I will still talk to her in my head all the time
ciao 4 now,
earth angel ♡
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